erupt at frequent intervals. I always thought death was hardest on those left behind. Not anymore.
âI donât think Iâll ever get used to being deadâ is the last thing I hear Jimmy whisper as I drift off into dreams of fathomless darkness.
Chapter Six
âTime to get up, Keira Nolan.â
Jimmyâs shimmery face is barely an inch from mine. My heart skips, forgetting for a moment that last night I had somehow been allowed an exclusive glimpse into the next realm.
âYouâre lying. My alarm hasnât gone off yet.â I hadnât drawn the curtains properly and now one annoying beam of sunlight shines right on my face. Groaning, I roll onto my stomach. I feel pressure on my shoulder and a jolt, and I realize heâs trying to shake me.
âSleep is very important for those of us with bodies,â I mumble. The pillow rips out from under my head. âWhat are you doing?â
âGet up.â He stares at me solemnly, and I feel awful for making the jibe about having a body.
âWhatâs wrong?â I scramble out of bed. Jimmyâs blue plaid shirt and faded jeans are dry now, as opposed to sopping wet a few hours ago.
His head wound has closed up a little. Which is confusing, because how can an apparition heal? Whatever. Iâm seeing less of his brain, and that is a blessing before breakfast.
âWhatâs wrong is that I had to listen to you snore all night,â he says. Before I can deny snoring, he goes on. âBut while you were sleeping, I discovered a whole new skill set. I can move things now.â
With a single finger, he pushes my chair around like itâs no big deal. Yet itâs pretty amazing that a person who doesnât have living muscles, nerves and bones can wheel a chair.
âHow did you do that?â I ask, wide-eyed. Pity I donât have a football or any kind of sports equipment to keep him entertained.
He plants his fists on his hips like a superhero. âIt starts with a thought. Total concentration. I can mess around with computers, make cameras go fuzzy. Really useful shit. Yeah, I was pretty busy last night. You slept through it all.â
âI had a hectic night of dreaming,â I tell him in all seriousness. Night after night, my subconscious treats me to vivid, movie-like dreams. Sometimes I wake up exhausted. This morning, for instance, my leg muscles feel weak because I spent the good part of a dream running from a pack of golden-eyed wolves.
Jimmy grows serious. âIt felt like a dream. When I realized Iâd left my body. That I was a goner.â
âIâm sorry.â I bite my lip, and focus on tossing gum wrappers and broken pens from my bag.
Smirking, he says, âWhy are you sorry? Itâs not like you killed me.â After a pause, âDid you?â
âHell, no.â
His gaze flicks over every contour of my body. I feel exposed, even though Iâm wearing my faded, stretched-out Jimmy Hawkins T-shirt. My cheeks burn with a red-hot blush.
âYouâre wearing a nightshirt with my face on it, so I guess I should believe you.â He stifles a laugh.
Folding my arms across my chest, I stammer. âE-exactly. If I hated you enough to want to kill you, Iâd probably stick your picture on a dart board.â
âBoy, am I glad I found you instead of the wide receiver I crushed in last week's game.â
âThe crowd went nuts then,â I say, remembering their deafening cheers. Jimmy helped the guy stand up and made sure he was okay.
He looks surprised. âYou were there?â
âAlong with the rest of the town. And a
lot
of people wore official Jimmy Hawkins shirts.â I somehow manage to get the words past a big lump in my throat.
He flashes a grin and studies the floor. âWho couldâve guessed that my winning touchdown against Linden High would be my last one ever, huh?â
Tears start to well, but I blink them away.