days.
âGo on,â Phillip said.
When she made no further movement, he unwrapped the bar, reached to her hand, placed it between the fingers. Behind them, a child began to cry. Laughter here and there. The guards said nothing, stood together in a huddle near the door.
âHow are you?â he said.
âThis leg is getting me down.â She took a bite of chocolate.
âIâm in school,â he said. âShelby helps me.â
âHe helps me too,â said Shelby.
The woman nodded. âHave you found him?â
Phillip slid the cigarettes across the table. âThese are for you too.â
The woman picked up the carton and placed it in her lap.
âI see you took some,â the woman said.
âIt was a long trip.â
âI asked you a question.â
Phillip picked at the tabletop with his finger, drew what looked to Shelby like a face, large eyes and a thin mouth. Heâd hunched his shoulders, become smaller. He circled the skull again and again. When he took his finger away, Shelby tried to find the face in the dust.
âItâs hard.â
âItâs harder in here,â said the woman. âItâs been half a year and you canât do one thing I ask?â
âI made some calls. Your boyfriend was in Portland for a while. After that, I lost him.â
âThat does me a lot of good.â
Phillip picked up the box. âIâll keep looking.â
âI want a phone number.â
âYouâll get it.â
The woman took a small bite of chocolate and looked at the clock on the wall. Shelby couldnât guess her age. She held herself old but looked younger up close. The womanâs fingernails were clipped short, pointed at the tips.
âIt takes an effort to come down here from the hospital,â she said. âIâm in pain a lot. Next time you come, bring some news.â
âI brought you something better,â said Phillip.
The woman looked at the package. âOpen it then,â said the woman. âMy hands canât fool with that paper.â
Phillip tore the wrap up the side, slipped out the cardboard box. Shelby sat with hands flat on the table, watched for some expression in the womanâs face but found none. When he opened the top, he took out something wrapped in paper towels. He placed it in front of his mother.
She set her hands on the towels, pulled them away. A set of binoculars, small and black, pointed up at the ceiling.
âTheyâre used,â Phillip said. âNot too strong, but you can see out your window with them. Check out the stars at night.â
âHow much you pay for these?â the woman said.
âNot much.â
âI donât have a window,â she said. âNobodyâs got a window here. What do you think this is? I only get out a few hours a day.â
âYou can use them then.â
âBlind myself looking up at the sky? You blew your money, boy.â
Phillip said nothing, kept his gaze on the binoculars, which the woman had not yet touched. He seemed to slip a little in his chair, seemed to want to disappear. Behind the woman, two of the guards broke from the huddle at the door, looked past them, spread out a bit.
âHe went to a lot of trouble,â said Shelby, and the woman turned her eyes toward her. âYou should be more thankful.â
âAnd you should wait for an invitation. This isnât any business of yours.â
The womanâs eyes were direct, seemed hateful. Shelby looked away. In the silence between the three of them, they listened to the tables around them, the people. An argument, louder than theirs, had broken out in a corner, and the two guards circled toward the table, sized up the situation.
The woman lifted the binoculars, brought them to her eyes, looked up at the ceiling, the clock, then the guards. She turned the focus ring with her smallest finger, then pointed the lenses at Phillip. Shelby