summers ago, Ronnie? Remember what those queers did to yourââ
âOkay,â Ronnie said. âEnough. Let him go.â
I knew Ronnie could hurt me, but I also knew letting Jake go would get Seth hurt probably as bad or worse. I held on. Ronnie shook his head. âYour decision, Walter.â
He tried to come around behind me. I turned Jake, always keeping him in front, a barrier between Ronnie and me. Seth stirred, getting up to his knees, coughing, maybe even spitting up blood.
I couldnât keep this dance up forever, but maybe I could last long enough for Seth to get away. âGet out of here,â I said.
Seth made it to his feet but didnât go anywhere. Stubborn fool.
Ronnie lunged at me. I tried to move out of the way, but Jake wouldnât move with me and I was stuck. He slid through my arms and to the ground. Ronnie spun me around and I lost my balance, falling back into Seth. Seth caught me and shoved me aside before going for Jake. I hit my head on the base of an oak tree and watched from the ground as Seth managed one good lick in on Jakeâa wicked shot to his noseâbefore Ronnie grabbed hold of him and lifted him high into the air. At first, I thought he was going to take him to the creek, maybe toss him in, but no, he walked upstream a little to where the bank turned muddy and soft. Then I knew where he was heading. For as long as I could remember there was a certain area along the creek that was like quicksand. Hell, there wasnât any
like
to it; it
was
quicksand. As a younger boy Iâd thrown in rock after rock and watched, fascinated, as each disappeared from sight.
Now I watched again as Ronnie slammed Seth into the soft sand. Just like all the rocks Iâd thrown, Seth began to sink.
By now, Jake was on his feet, wiping the blood from his nose. âYour ass is next,â he said to me, and walked over to the quicksand. Ronnie glanced at him because he wanted Jake to tell him what to do. Seth was sinking fast, and all his flailing didnât seem to be helping much.
Jake knelt and reached one hand back, motioning for Ronnie to hold on to him. Ronnie took his arm, and Jake leaned out over the quicksand. He shoved Sethâs chest hard, pushing him all the way under. Ronnie pulled Jake back and helped him regain his feet.
I watched all this through blurred vision. I knew what I was seeing wasnât rightâthat you couldnât make somebody sink so easy, that quicksand didnât work like thatâbut the knock on my head had been a doozy. I guess later, I chalked it up to that. Either way, at that moment, only one thing was clear:
Seth was gone.
Ronnie shifted, and I could tell he was nervous. He kept looking at Jake.
Jake shook his head. âNot yet.â
âJake,â I said. âHeâs going to die.â
âShut up, Walter. Shut up or youâll be next.â
âRonnie,â I tried. âCome on.â Ronnie turned and looked at me. He was torn between doing the right thing and his loyalty to Jake.
The sand gurgled and Sethâs right arm flailed up, waving wildly. I tried to reach for it, but Jake held me back. It didnât matter, though. The only hope I had of helping him would be if I were willing to fall in myself. Jake must have understood this because he let me go.
I turned back to Ronnie. âIf you donât let him up now, heâs going to die,â I said. âYou donât want that. None of us do.â
He just looked at me. Jesus Christ.
âTake my hand,â I said. If I could get one of them to cooperate, Iâd be able to lean over and grab Seth. Then together, we could pull him out.
Jake shot Ronnie a look. Ronnie dropped his head.
The sand gurgled again and his arm was gone. How long had he been down there? At least two minutes, probably more. How long could a person go without breathing?
An idea hit me. It was my only chance.
I picked up a rock. It was the