out, it was hot, and I had set out the first jar of sun tea. Bess and I had a few days free before starting our jobs, and we spent one of them floating down the North Fork. We stopped to swim at Blind Hollow and paddled our canoe into the dark chill of the old moonshinerâs cave as far as we dared without flashlights. It was a Thursday and traffic on the river was sparse, mostly fishermen looking for walleye and small-mouth bass. We ate lunch on a pebbled shoal and napped for a while in the sun. When Gabby picked us up that evening, we were sunburned and sore, and by the time I reported to work Monday morning, the skin on my face and shoulders had started to peel.
I walked into Creteâs office at the back of the store, and he got up from his desk to give me a bear hug, lifting me off the ground just like he did when I was little. âGlad youâre finally here, kid,â he said.
âMe, too,â I said. âThanks for talking Dad into it.â
âHoney, I could talk your dad into anything. Just donât tell him I said so.â He winked. âSo, you ready for your first day?â
âYou bet.â
There was a sharp knock, and I turned around to see Daniel Cole standing in the doorway. My breath caught in my throat.
âSorry to interrupt,â Daniel said to Crete. âJudd said to tell you the boatâs ready.â
âThanks,â Crete said. âLucy, you know Daniel? He just started last week.â
They both turned to me, and I hoped my sunburn masked the sudden blush that heated my face. Daniel had graduated from Henbane High the previous year. Heâd never spoken to me at school, though heâd given me a pensive half smile the few times our eyes met in the hallânot ignoring or avoiding me, like most people did. He was always alone when I saw him, but it didnât seem to bother him, not belonging to any particular group, and I admired him for that.
Everybody knew that Danielâs mom took food stamps and his dad and three older brothers were in prison. But I knew him another way. He occupied a line in my book of lists, kiss number four from the time I played spin the bottle. The first three were classmates who never paid any attention to me at school, and one of them was so embarrassed to be kissing me that he only pecked me on the cheek. Daniel had been sitting outside the circle the entire time, not participating, but when the bottle pointed in his direction, he grudgingly came forward and slid his hand along my jaw, gazing down at me with a grim expression before leaning in. It was awkward at first, but almost immediately something shifted, and for the first time in my admittedly brief experience with boys, I felt a kiss beyond the reach of lips; it spread through me, warming, loosening, and my insides fluttered, thwap thwap thwap , like a deck of cards collapsing in a dovetail shuffle. Iâd clutched his shirt to pull him closer. Everyone laughed when he gentlyâfirmlyâpushed me away, but I was too stunned to care what they thought. Daniel disappeared from the party without speaking to me, and I tormented myself for weeks afterward, embellishing his name in my notebook, replaying the kiss in my mind, scrawling a self-conscious list of reasons he didnât like me.
I tried to appear uninterested. It didnât help that he was even better-looking than I remembered, with his dark chocolate eyes and shaggy hair and tautly muscled arms. He watched me with what looked like amusement, and I remembered to speak.
âHi,â I said. âIâm Lucy.â
âHi.â He smiled and extended his hand. âI remember you.â
My stomach knotted. I shook his hand with an extra-firm grip, like my dad taught me, but Daniel was stronger, nearly cracking my knuckles, sending nervous aftershocks through my body.
âWell, we better get busy,â Crete said.
Daniel headed out, and we followed him until he disappeared into