school with both of them.â
âSharon, too?â
âYeah, we go way back. Her mom is my soror, too. They got a lilâ money. My mom isnât a Beta.â
âThatâs a good thing, if you ask me.â
âI used to think so. Pros and cons on both sides. Her mom always looked down on me âcause my mom wasnât Greek. Itâs weird, but Sharonâs a snob, and they ainât that rich. Thatâs why she wants the kind of money Kadeâs gonna make. She doesnât deserve Kade. Heâs such a cool guy.â
âWell, sounds like you need to date him.â
âNaw, heâs like a brother to me. We both came from the wrong side of the tracks. Heâs finally got his chance to soar and fly. He needs somebody like you to take him higher.â
âAre you kidding me? You donât even know me, girl.â
âHey, Tanya, weâre about to do our step.â Hayden came over, a little aggravated that Tanya was giving me so much time.
âIâm talking right now, Hayden. Yâall can wait a second.â
Hayden pushed. âWe got to get back on the road.â
âCool, do it without me. Jackieâs out there, and Iâm talking.â
Hayden huffed and walked away. She joined the other Betas, and they did more chants. I knew I wasnât winning brownie points with any of them, because every time one passed by, they rolled their eyes at me.
âAll right, now. If looks tell it all, seems like itâs gonna be very hard for you to make line, girl,â Tanya said, keepingit real with me.
âYeah, I know. Itâs the one thing my mom wants from me more than anything. I donât think Iâll be able to give it to her.â
âJust be you and itâll work out. They didnât want me either, but Iâm here, working my tail off for the community.â
âI donât understand, Kade! I donât get your choice! What does she have that I donât have?â I heard Sharon scream when the DJ stopped the music.
âIâm just saying itâs over, all right, Sharon? Why are you trying to control me? I donât want no scene here. You canât keep telling people weâre still together when we been broken up,â Kade said as she grabbed him.
He got Sharon off him and then gathered the rest of his teammates and left the scene. I knew then that the chick was way desperate. I wouldnât put anything past her.
Sharon rushed up to me. âI hate you. I canât believe heâs leaving me for you. Youâre so full of yourself, and youâre just a dang oleâ sophomore. You met him, what, a month ago? Iâve known him for years. Iâve invested all my time in him. Iâve given him everything, and heâs just gona dump me, talking about he wants to be with you.â
âWait a minute, donât come over here making accusationsand putting your finger all in my face. You donât have anything I want. Your sorority or your ex.â
âI wouldnât go telling people you donât want to pledge when you know thatâs what you want to do,â Tanya whispered behind me.
âWhat my mom wants for me and what I want for myselfare two different things.â
âOh, thatâs good,â Sharon said as she shoved me and got in my face, ââcause you will never wear these letters. Donât come to the rush! Donât turn in a packet! And do not show up to none of our functions on campus! I donât want to see you anywhere near Beta Gamma Pi stuff. Youâve been blackballed. You are not wanted, period.â
4
BECAUSE
â M om, why do you insist on coming with me to move in?â I said, as my mom put her purse in my car the day I was heading back to school. âYou said you were gonna come have lunch with me at work, and you never did. Fashion is my heart, and you keep dismissingthat. A mom is supposed to support her child in