he wraps his fingers around my wrist to draw my arm closer.
Iâm embarrassed by the marks. Now he knows I stopped fighting. That I didnât resist anymore. âHe wanted . . . heââ
âI know what he wanted.â Kiaranâs voice is rough, tinged with anger. He traces my scars with his thumb, as if memorizing the pattern. âIâll kill him for giving you these.â
â No ,â I say, a bit forcefully. Kiaran looks at me, surprised. âItâll be me. It has to be me.â
I will him to understand. Lonnrach could have broken me. He practically did. All I had left were my memories, my feelings, and once I lost thoseâI would have been his. It has to be me .
âVery well,â Kiaran says simply.
Thatâs not good enough. âPromise.â
Kiaran strokes my wrist with his thumbâonce, twice, three times. Stopping when he reaches the part where several marks overlap. âOn one condition.â He holds my gaze. âYou let me be the one who supplies the blade.â
âAye,â I whisper.
He understands. Weâve hunted together. Weâve lost a battle together. Thatâs a bond that lasts a lifetime.
Kiaran nods. âLetâs get you out of here.â
Iâd imagined those words a thousand times, picturing myself strong and capable again. In my imagination, I stand without difficulty. The truth is, when Kiaran helps me to my feet, my vision sways from the blood loss and lingering venom of Lonnrachâs bite. My knees almost immediately buckle.
Kiaran grasps my shouldersâor tries to. His hands go right through me and I just barely manage to catch myself.
âListen to me.â His voice muffles slightly, as though heâs speaking across a great distance. âThis mirrorââhe indicates the nearest oneââwill lead you to my sister. The ward that was preventing you from leaving should be down by now.â
âYouâre not coming?â I try to keep the emotion out of my voice. I just got Kiaran back. I canât lose him again.
âI canât keep this form for long.â Heâs already fading, his body blurring around the edges.
âWait! Donâtââ
With his last bit of strength, Kiaran cups my cheek. His fingers are warm, so warm. âIâll be waiting for you on the other side.â
CHAPTER 5
O NCE THROUGH the mirror, I blink hard against the sudden onslaught of natural light. My vision clears and Iâm surprised to find myself on the edge of a platform that looks across the Sìth-bhrùth âs crevasse. The other floating platforms are familiar, and I realize theyâre the ones I saw when Lonnrach first brought me here. That seems like so long ago now, from another life entirely.
I peer up at the building on the platform with me. Its mirrored dome rises high toward the thick rain clouds, glinting in the rays of light that shine through. I recognize the glimmering, star-patterned dome and the opulent structure as the magnificent palace I noticed when I arrived. So it wasnât a royal residence at allâbut a prison.
I take a moment to close my eyes, to breathe in deep. My lungs fill with winter air, fresh and crisp.
Later , I tell myself. Once Iâm safe .
I scan the lip of the platform; thereâs little space between the wall of the palace and the rim of the rock that descends to the darkness below. Kiaranâs sister is nowhere to be seen.
Damnation . I edge closer and look over. My stomach drops and I sway on my feet. Instinctively, I crouch closer to the ground, placing my palms to the dirt. No, thereâs nothing down there. Not even a platform to leap onto.
âI wouldnât,â a voice says, only a moment before Iâm hit with the taste of power. Rose petals across my tongue, down my throat.
My head snaps around to see a faery crouched on her own rocky platform a good stoneâs throw from the