very funny, but I have to point out that it takes
time
to learn to curl hair, and a certain amount of privacy. Thatâs something we donât have when my sisterâs home. End result: none of us have styled hair. Living in our house is like being a reality television star against your will and without the requisite narcissistic personality. What would you do? Answer: as close to nothing as possible.
Back to the awkward coffee visit in the living room with my sisterâs agent.
âThis is perfect,â said Sylvia, smiling her crooked city smile. She lifted a mug to her lips and sipped politely.
My mother finally shrugged off her jacket and went to the hall closet beside the front door.
âSo how are things going?â asked Sylvia.
âI think theyâre going okay,â said my mother, still facing the closet. âDonât you agree, Normandy?â
âYeah,â I said, trying not to think about what my sister had told me in the dark. âThings are good.â
My mother sat down in the green chair, easily the nicest piece of furniture in our house. Keira bought it before she left for CIAD. The chair was created by a famous German designer whose name sounds like something a school-yard bully calls you before delivering a beating. It cost about the same amount as Mrs. Dekkerâs dually truck, and we probably shouldnât sit in it because it might end up forming the basis of my parentsâ retirement plan, but there are only so many seating options in the living room, which is pretty small.
My mother has a tendency to perch when she sits in the German chair, as though sheâs worried thereâs a hidden ejector button.
âIs Keira ready to speak to me yet?â asked Sylvia.
My mom and I exchanged glances. In another family, one of us might have gone to ask Keira if sheâd like to come out and talk to Sylvia. But this was chez Pale.
âYou know she loves you, Sylvia.â My motherâs hands clutched her knees. Her fingers looked raw. Her eczema had been acting up. âShe just needs time.â
Sylvia put down her mug. âI feel terrible about this, and I donât want to pressure her. But there is a financial issue at stake here. Keiraâs financial future. My financial future. Perhaps your financial future. As you know, Keiraâs main goal has always been to take care of you. Sheâs right on the cusp of being able to do that with this film deal. I donât want to nag and I know Iâm no longer Keiraâs agent, but I negotiated the deal for the new Chronicle. So I have to represent her interests. Itâs a year overdue. I know youâve said sheâs working on it. That early burn phase of a new work is intense. I want to respect that and I know you do, too. I just need you all to know that Iâm here for you and for her. If you ever want to discuss anything.â
From anyone else this would have been four steps over the line, but Sylvia had been Keiraâs agent since my sister was sixteen. She had been the person closest to Keira right up until the time Keira came home and stopped talking to nearly everyone.
Sylvia turned to look at me.
âHas she said anything to you, Normandy? What happened at school?â
I willed my blood to stop moving in my veins and my facial muscles to freeze. Iâd made a promise. I wouldnât repeat what sheâd told me. It was a miracle that my older sister, after years of treating me like an inconvenience (or material), was opening up to me. Her trust made me feel respected, even if the âmeâ character in the Chronicles was a dud in every recognizable way. Discretion was all sheâd asked. I had to show her that I was capable of that. Maybe sheâd even redeem my character in the Chronicles if I proved myself worthy. I admit that part of me hoped sheâd go back to school if I handled this situation right.
I shook my head. âNo,â I said, the