left alone from their drama.
I didn’t need that stuff in my life anymore, especially every time he laughed loudly making a stupid remark and then I’d have to remind him that he was being an asshole.
Again.
Yeah I wouldn’t miss any of that. From now on it was Donna who would tell him off when he thought he was being smart. But knowing Donna, she wasn’t going to say anything to him. She probably would agree and laugh along with him, letting him get into trouble. I mean at least I tried to teach him that it was wrong to say stupid things.
Stop it…..he’s going to be with Donna now.
As if on cue, James eyes met mine. He snickered and curled his body closer around a very eager Donna, bringing his lips closer to hers. I stumbled a little, but regained my footing in time. I looked back at them and Donna leaned up abruptly, plastering her lips onto his. It caught him off guard and his hands unclasped around her waist, moving to her shoulders, trying to hold her steady. She let go of his shoulders and slid her hands up into his wavy hair, massaging his scalp. His Baseball cap fell off, and that was enough to break the kiss. James pulled away from their kiss, laughing and eyeing his boys as they egged him on. Donna, however, was oblivious to all of the banter as her fingers were still raking through his hair. She was trying to have a moment with him, where her eyes would meet his as she smoothed back his hair in that intimate gesture.
Bitch.
As they looked for his Baseball cap on the floor, James looked up and his eyes met mine again, I quickly looked away, pretending I wasn’t just watching that painful sight. I rushed back to Jenna who was standing with a small scowl on her face and her hands to her hips. She was eying me as I joined her.
“What are you doing?” She hissed as I stood beside her. “Stalker much!”
My eyes widened. “I was just caught off guard. He was making out with her right on the dance floor. I’ve never seen him kiss anyone, but me.”
Her eyes softened. “It caught you off guard?”
“Yes, can you understand that?”
She looked at the dance floor, then back at me. “Yeah, okay. But just try and steer clear of him. He turns your brain cells into mush whenever you’re too close to him.”
I nodded in agreement and inhaled deeply as I glanced back at the dance floor. My heart skipped a beat when I caught the back ends of Donna and James walking off the dance floor, her arm around his waist, and the worst bit, she had his Baseball cap on.
Backwards.
That bitch!
Pretending like I saw nothing, I looked away, becoming increasingly fascinated with the floor and the garbage on top of it.
Damn that floor was dirty!
I met Jenna’s eyes again and they were narrowed on me. “Yeah, totally caught you peeking again.”
She burst into a fit of chuckles and nudged her shoulder hard into mine. “What am I going to do with you my little love sick puppy of a best friend!” She said quietly, but clearly amused.
I broke out a grin. “I’m not love sick, I’m just briefly affected. It’ll pass. I mean it has too…right?”
“I hope so, for your sake.” Jenna murmured, looking concerned.
I was getting tired of this, feeling like I was being judged all the time. If I stared at James and Donna, it was because it was an accident. One that was kind of hard to look away from. I’d need at least a few seconds to regain my composure before I had enough strength to look away.
I was human. I wasn’t a robot.
“Let’s go dance, I wanna dance!” Jenna exclaimed, all of a sudden hyper again. Her friends behind us agreed happily. She turned to me, waiting for me to agree as well.
“I’m going to sit on the couch for a few seconds.” I told her and she narrowed her eyes again. “I’ll join you guys later, I just need to sit.”
Jenna rolled her eyes. “Whatever girl, you know where to find me.”
Great, now she’s tired of me too. “Alright.”
I headed to the couches as Jenna