When he wouldnât have even hesitated before he kissed her mouth and tangled his fingers in her hair. A time when he would have stared into her liquid brown eyes as he had sex with her all night long. A time in his life when women had been within easy reach and heâd never gone without.
Back then, his life had been fast and furious. Full tilt. Balls to the walls. Everything heâd ever expected and could ever want. Yeah, heâd been blindsided and slammed in the corners more times than he could count. Heâd made mistakes. Done things he wasnât proud of, but heâd loved his life. Every damn minute of it.
Right up to the second it had been blown all to hell.
Three
Rob opened the back door to Sutter Sports and pushed his sunglasses to the top of his head. He took the stairs up to his office and bit into his apple. The sharp crunch joined the sound of his footsteps, and he wiped the back of his hand across his mouth. He flipped on the light switch with his elbow and headed toward the open end of the loft, which looked down into the dark store below.
A tandem canoe and nine-foot kayak were suspended from the ceiling beams and cast shadows across a row of mountain bikes. With Sun Valley sixty miles away, and several gun and tackle stores within the city limits of Gospel, Sutterâs didnât sell winter sporting goods. Instead he concentrated on summer recreational equipment, and last summer heâd made a nice profit off the rental side of the business.
The temperature in the building was sixty-five and felt warm in comparison to the biting chill outside. Heâd lived in every time zone and climate in North America. From Ottawa to Florida, Detroit to Seattle, and several stops in between, Rob Sutter had been there and done that.
Heâd always preferred the four distinct seasons of the Northwest. Always enjoyed the radical change in temperature and scenery. Always loved the raw, in-your-face wilderness. And there werenât many places more raw or in-your-face than the Idaho Sawtooths. His mother had lived in Gospel for nine years now. Heâd lived here not quite two. It felt like home, more than any other place heâd lived.
Rob turned away and headed for his desk in the middle of the large room. A carton of Diamondback fly rods and a box of T-shirts with his storeâs name and logo on the front leaned against his workbench on the far side of the room. His vise and magnifier competed for space with intricate tools, spools of thread, tinsel, and wire.
On top of Robâs desk, Stanley Caldwell had neatly stacked his mail. Rob had liked Stanley the moment heâd met him a year ago. The old guy was hardworking and honest, two qualities Rob respected most in a man. When Stanley had offered to âlook afterâ the sporting goods store while Rob was out of town, Rob hadnât thought twice before heâd handed over the key.
Rob took one last bite of his apple and tossed the core into the garbage can. He sat on the corner of his desk and kept one foot planted on the floor. Beside the mail sat the latest issue of The Hockey News. On the cover, Derian Hatcher and Tie Domi duked it out. Rob hadnât seen the game, but heâd heard that the Dominator had gotten the better of Hatcher.
He picked up the magazine and thumbed through it, past the ads and articles, to the game stats in the back. His gaze skimmed the columns, then stopped halfway down the page. One month to the play-offs and the Seattle Chinooks were still looking good. The team was healthy. The goalie, Luc Martineau, was in his zone and veteran sniper Pierre Dion was on fire, with fifty-two goals and twenty-seven assists.
The last year Rob had played for the Chinooks, theyâd made it to the third round of the play-offs before the Avalanche had narrowly defeated them by one goal. It was the closest Rob had come to getting his name inscribed on Lord Stanleyâs cup. Heâd been bummed about