out and about. Itâs Annabel.â
Aaronâs mother smiled. âAnd my name is Mary,â she said, straightening an imaginary crease in her skirt with a plump hand. âSo what do you think of my son?â
Annabelâs eyes widened. What was that supposed to mean?
âI donât know Aaron all that well, er...Mary, but from what Iâve seen of him I think he is a doting father and a good doctor.â
âI keep telling him he should marry again,â the other woman said wistfully. âI wonât be here for ever and...â Sheâd left the sentence unfinished but it made her concerns clear.
âI can understand how you feel,â Annabel told her, squirming inwardly, âbut that is up to him, isnât it?â
They could hear his feet on the stairs and Mary sighed. âYes, I suppose youâre right. Weâre happy enough as we are, but the future does worry me sometimes.â
Not as much as it worries me, Annabel thought wryly, but their anxieties had different sources. She would be happy if she could find some direction in her life. Except for the job that she adored it was empty, and likely to remain so, with the hurt inside her that Aaron seemed to be so strangely aware of.
Maybe she should have told him her problems in return for him telling her his. He might have had some words of wisdom to impart, but her feelings were still too raw to bring out into the open and where his loss had been due to a cruel twist of fate, hers had been self-inflicted up to a point. She was a doctor, for heavenâs sake, and should have taken better precautions against pregnancy. Instead of letting her longing for a child overcome common sense.
* * *
As Aaron drove her home Annabel was thinking that it had been a strange and unsettling evening. Sheâd been allowed into the warm circle of a close family, depleted though they were, and at the same time had experienced the pleasure to be had from gracious living.
Maybe it had done her some good, seeing how other people lived. If it had lifted her out of the doldrums, Aaron would have done her a favour by inviting her to his home.
But before leaving him she had to get one thing clear. She was certain there had been no ulterior motive when he had mentioned the problems of remarriage, but she had a strong feeling that his motherâs remarks had been aimed differently. That she had been sounding her outas a prospective candidate for the position of second wife and stepmother to Lucy.
Grateful for the shadowy interior of the car and aware that they would be back at the flat within minutes, she said casually, âWhile you were upstairs with Lucy I got the impression that your mother was vetting me for the marriage market.â
He groaned and, taking his eyes off the road for a moment, scrutinised her face, searching for a guide to her feelings on the matter.
âIâm sorry about that, Annabel,â he said quietly. âShe means well, but Mum is letting her anxieties about the future take over. I invited you to dine with us as a thank you for what you did for Lucy.â
So letâs get that straight, he seemed to be saying, and she had to admit she was just a bit disappointed. Was she so muted down and drab that he didnât see anything attractive about her?
When he stopped the car in front of the flats she turned to him and said softly, âItâs been a lovely evening, Aaron. Iâve really enjoyed it. Thank you so much for inviting me.â
He observed her with an eyebrow raised questioningly.
âWhat? In spite of having to listen to my problems and then having my mother follow them up with her broad hints about my solitary state? For all she knew, you might be married or already have someone in your life. Have you?â
His tone had been apologetic, but that last question had come like a bullet from a gun, as if her answer was going to matter.
âNo. I havenât,â she told