bucket at this rate. We could boil a couple of pans of water, I expect, to thaw it out,â but then he remembers a bag of sand stored next to the dustbin.
Together we carry the tree through to the lounge and place it in front of the French windows. He helps me decorate the bucket with red crêpe paper and the picture of Father Christmas Iâd painted at school.
âThatâll do,â he says. âNow for the real fun.â
From upstairs he fetches a large box of decorations and initiates me in the ritual of dressing the tree. First he strings the lights, spiralling them between the layers of branches, working from the treeâs tip to its base; he plugs the lights in, switches them on, isnât disappointed when they donât illuminate, but fiddles with each tiny, coloured globe â twisting, tightening them in his large fingers â until they all light up. Then he introduces me to the baubles and the birds. There are about twenty glass spheres to hang â some gold, some blue, some green, some pink, but mainly silver â and half a dozen birds to clip on.
âThese are very old,â he says, holding one of the glass birds and brushing a finger along the fine bristles that represent tail feathers. âIâll put these on. They belonged to Granny Potts â my grandma, your great-grandma.â
And when weâve done that, he tugs out streams of gold and silver tinsel, which we layer from branch to branch.
He stands back and squints his eyes. âJust like snow,â he says.
I copy him and can see it myself. âIt is,â I say. âItâs like snow on the branches.â
âBut itâs not finished yet.â
âThe star,â I announce. Itâs wrapped in tissue in a separate box, but I can tell from the shape what it is.
It has a long point at the bottom and shorter ones all the way round, suggesting rays of light, and again itâs made of glass and is coloured silver, gold and blue. Dad pegs it to the tip of the tree, and thereâs a different light to the room now, and the air is rich with the scent of spruce sap.
âHow about that?â he says. âPerfect. Shall we call Mum?â
âThereâs one more thing,â I say.
âWhat? We wonât fit anything else on.â
âJust one thing. Please.â I run upstairs and fetch my prism. âIf you tie some cotton round it, we can hang this too.â
âNo, Tommo. I think weâve got enough. We donât want to overdo it, do we?â
âPlease.â
âWhy? Itâs not a decoration.â
âItâll catch the light, if you tie it in the right place, and make a rainbow.â
âI donât think â â
âPlease, Dad.â
âWell, alright. But only this. Nothing more. Letâs see how we can do it.â
And then itâs time for Mum to admire the magic.
Christmas is just four days away and heâs late home. Not so late that Mumâs anxious or angry, but for some reason Iâm standing on a dining chair waiting at the window, pressing my forehead against the cold glass. Perhaps heâs told me heâll bring back sprigs of holly or mistletoe from the market, or balloons.
âCome away from there,â Mum says. âFind something to do, for goodness sake, child. Heâll be home when he gets here.â And she mutters something about a traffic jam or a flat tyre.
The village bobby arrives as sheâs taking mince pies out of the oven. I watch him cycle up the street, take note of our house number and clamber off his bike before itâs properly stopped, the way Iâve seen cowboys dismounting a moving horse in films. Leaning his bike into the privet hedge, the policeman blows his nose on a big, white handkerchief before crossing to the front door.
âMum!â I shout, running to fetch her.
She wipes her hands on her apron as she moves towards the bulky shadow,