played her part well. Round eyes, innocent eyebrows. Mouth set irrevocably shut. I crossed my arms and tapped an arpeggio into my left elbow. âI canât believe I had another great-aunt, all these years, and nobody ever mentioned it.â
Aunt offered me with a pitiful smile. âWeâre the Schuylers, darling. Nobody ever would.â
From the window over the back courtyard came the sound of crockery smashing. A baby wailed. My first night in the apartment, with the roommate Iâd met only that morning, I hadnât slept a wink: the cramped squalor was so foreign to Fifth Avenue, to Bryn Mawr, to the rarefied quiet of a Long Island summer. I adored every piece of makeshift purloined furniture, every broken cabinet door held together with twine, every sound that shrieked through the window glass and told me I was alive, alive.
âLetâs open the valise,â said Aunt Julie. âI want to see whatâs inside.â
âGod, no. What if itâs a skeleton? Her dead husband?â
âAll the better.â
I shook my head. âI canât open it. Not until I know if sheâs still alive.â
âYou sound like a melodrama. If you really want the truth, itâs inside that bag.â She stabbed it with her finger. â
Thatâs
where youâll find Violet.â
âWell, itâs locked,â I said. âAnd thereâs no key.â
Doctor Paul stirred on the sofa. âClamp, not screw,â he muttered, and turned his face into the cushion.
I dropped my voice to a whisper. âSee what youâve done! Now, be quiet. He needs his sleep.â
Nobody could invest a standard-issue eye roll with as much withering contempt as Aunt Julie. She did it now, right before she marched to the hat stand and lifted her hatâa droll little orange felt number, perfectly matching her orange wool coatâfrom its hook. Crimson lips, orange hat: only Aunt Julie could pull that one off.
I followed her and placed a kiss on her cheek. âStay dry.â
She shook her head. âYou wonât break open the mysterious suitcase sitting on your own kitchen table. You wonât go to bed with that adorable doctor sleeping on your sofa.â
I opened the door for her and stood back.
Aunt Julie thrust her hat pin just so and swept into the vomit-stained hallway. She called, over her shoulder: âYouth is wasted on the young.â
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EONS PASSED before the scent of Aunt Julieâs Max Factor faded from the air. I spent them tidying up the apartmentâas far as feeble human ability could achieve, at any rateâand generally hiding all evidence of sin.
I did this not to favorably impress Doctor Paul when he woke (at least, not exclusively) nor out of a general desire for cleanliness (of which I had little) but because I liked to keep my hands busy while my brain wrestled with a problem.
And my new aunt Violet was a doozy of a problem.
A woman scientist: now, that was interesting, something I could understand. Not that I liked the sciences particularly, but I could see her struggle as vividly as I saw mine, for all the half century of so-called progress between us. Not only was this Violet a female scientist, poor dear. She was also a scientific female. She would have sat at the lonelytable, wherever she made her home. I couldnât blame her for marrying her professor.
The question was why she killed him afterward.
My housemaidenly urgings flickered and died. I sank into the chair at the table, feather duster in hand, and touched my finger, as Aunt Julie had, to the sturdy leather.
Thatâs where youâll find Violet,
Aunt Julie had said, but it seemed to me that she existed elsewhere. That the marks and stains of her lifeâs work lay scattered out there, in the wide world, and that the contents of this particular valise were instead private, the detritus of her soul. I had no right to