found whomever you were looking for. Mrs. Parnatt, whom the children called Old Lady Parrot, and who was Helenâs grandmother, spent most of the day in a back room with the door locked; when she came out to the bathroom or to the kitchen to make herself coffee they saw an old woman with a tiny head and shoulders and huge from the waist down; an aged Pekinese following her in and out of her room. The dogâs name was Lotus, and when the girls were in Helenâs room next to her grandmotherâs, they could hear the old lady crying over the dog, or sometimes stamping around the room and screaming because the dog had fouled the rug.
âThat dog snaps,â Helen was fond of saying to her friends. âSome day sheâs going to hit him with a chair or something and heâs going to bite her hand off.â
When Harriet Merriam came to the houseâthe other girls thought this was funny and tormented her with itâshe would open the door a crack, peering down the long dark hall inside to see if the grandmotherâs door were open. If the door were open that meant that Lotus was abroad, and Harriet would wait outside. âI donât want him to snap at
me
,â she said reasonably.
âIf he snapped at
me
Iâd kick him in the head and kill him,â Hallie said wisely. âThatâs how you kill dogs anyway, kick them in the head.â
âYou just kick my grandmotherâs dog,â Helen said. She laughed. âMy
grandmother
would bite you.â
In Helenâs room at the back of the house were old fashion magazines and pictures of movie stars and collections of lace and ribbons the girls used to dress up in; Helenâs mother worked in the city, and she bought Helen neat young girlâs clothes which Helen decorated with bows or lace collars or five-and-ten jewelry and wore to school. Sometimes the girls at Helenâs house would go into the dark front room where Helenâs mother sat alone in the evenings, and play records on the phonograph and dance together. Once or twice they brought George Martin in to dance with them, although he was clumsy and had to be bribed with penny candy before he would stand up patiently for a minute or two and walk around the floor holding one of the girls.
âWhen I go live with my
father
,â Helen said frequently, âIâve got to know how to dance and how to dress pretty, because my father is going to take me out a lot and weâre going to travel and everything.â
âWhere is your father?â someone, probably Harriet, would ask, and perhaps Virginia Donald would add respectfully, âYouâre terribly lucky.â
âMy father goes everywhere,â Helen said. âMaybe Paris, or New York. Paris is where they have men who kiss your hands.â She giggled, and it made the other girls giggle too. With a lace shawl over her head, Helen stood up and curtseyed, holding out her hand. âWhy, Mr. Paris,â she said in a high voice, âyou mean you want to kiss
my
hand?â
Hallie stood in back of her, shouting, âWhy, Mr. Johnny Desmond, you mean you want to kiss
my
hand?â
And Helen said seriously, âBoy, Iâm not going to stay here much longer. Iâm going to find my father pretty soon now.â
The Williams family was moving soon; Mrs. Williams had mentioned to Miss Fielding, who was the only person outdoors in the very early morning when Mrs. Williams left to catch her bus to the city, that it was too hard to try to get back and forth every day, and she wanted to put the girls into a city school. Miss Fielding told Mrs. Desmond, who said timidly that perhaps it was just as well. Little Mildred Williams, Mrs. Desmond said, was entirely too sweet and kind to be away from her mother all the time, and Mrs. Desmond added, with a stronger note to her voice, that perhaps the grandmother (out of respect for Miss Fieldingâs age Mrs. Desmond did not say