words. Youâre too tough on everyone, and heâd walk out back and stare at the crap in his neighborsâ yard.
He stuffs all his notes on the murder into a file and walks back toward his office, makes a turn through the outside door to clear his head. As he steps into the parking lot, the air is hot and soggy. He pushes from his mind thoughts of Ann, her car bumping off the driveway onto the road, the cake at home, melting on the kitchen counter. Instead, he replays bits of his two interviews, and something about Ronaldâs nags at him. He canât put his finger on it. Itâs a feeling, thatâs all, but heâll check out the guyâs alibi first chance he gets. Heâs already got a call in for the night-shift bartender at the hotel where Steinhauserâs staying. And then thereâs the neighbor, the last one known to see the dead woman alive and the only other person with a key.
CHAPTER 5
D ana scrambles eggs in a blue bowl and stirs in a few drops of half-and-half.
âMom?â Her son watches her from his seat at the kitchen table. Heâs back, but only for the day; heâs in the summer session, and itâs tough, he tells herâthe classes are more difficult, all that information crammed into a couple months. Heâs come home to grab some odds and ends, heâs said, for his dorm room, but Dana knows itâs her phone call thatâs brought him here. She can feel him observing her. Jamie is the sensitive one in the family, always watching for a variation in mood, like a medium, sticking trembling hands inside a house, a room, and feeling vibrations.
She turns around.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âWell,â she says, âitâs upsetting, this whole thing.â
âMrs. Steinhauser?â
âYes. The awful way she died.â She stirs the scrambled eggs with a wooden spoon, scraping them from the bottom of a large cast-iron pan.
âWill they do an autopsy?â
âI guess.â She empties the pan onto a large orange plate and puts it on the table in front of Jamie. âHelp yourself,â she says, glancing up as Peter stumbles through the doorway and makes a beeline for the coffeemaker.
âWhat do you think, Peter?â She doesnât look at him.
âAbout what?â
âAbout Celia.â
âItâs . . . God, itâs . . .â Peter pours his coffee and sits down at the table, reaches for the eggs. Sheâs behind his chair, leaning in with a plate of bacon, so Dana canât quite see his face. She only sees Jamie watching her, studying her, and she suddenly wishes she hadnât called him the night Celia died.
They eat in silence. Peter peruses the front page of the morning paper, thumbing through to the sports section as a car honks in the driveway and Jamie pushes back from the table. His chair scrapes across the tiles and his sneakers squeak like long ago when he was little. Dana feels a stab of nostalgia. âSee you guys later.â He kisses Dana on the top of her head before he stacks his dishes in the sink. âYou sure youâre okay?â he whispers, and she nods.
âFine,â she says. âMake sure youâre back in time for dinner,â and Jamie turns in the doorway, gives her a thumbs-up. She stabs at a tiny edge of bacon. Across the table Peter seems riveted to the sports section. The thin newsprint shakes in his hands.
âWhat do you think about Celia?â Her words are loud and flat in the silent kitchen.
âI think itâs horrible.â Peter sets his mug down on the table, and a small spurt of coffee flies over the rim onto the place mat, âas Iâve told you several times since this hapââ
âYou didnât really know her, though, did you?â Dana takes a bite of toast. âCould you pass the jam?â
âIâ Through you I did. From the times she was over here. With you.â
âReally?