were in the car and on our way.
âHow about the Cheesecake Factory?â Susan asked as we neared the mall. âWe can have some sinfully wonderful dessert to spoil our dinners. I recommend lots of chocolate.â
âChocolate isnât the answer for every problem.â
âMaybe not, but itâs a good place to start.â
I released another deep sigh.
âMaybe you should skip watching that news report tonight. Itâll only upset you more.â
âI canât skip it. I need to know what she has to say about Brad.â
Susan pulled into the mall parking lot. She didnât say another word until she parked the car not far from the main mall entrance. âListen. Iâm probably not the best person to give advice on this particular topic. I havenât had much success when it comes to marriage. And besides, Iâm never surprised when a man strays. I guess Iâm more surprised when they donât. But if any man is capable of walking the straight and narrow, itâs gotta be Brad Clarkson. Donât believe the worst until you know itâs trueâeven if thatâs what youâve seen me do.â
My chest lightened. âYou think heâs innocent?â
âLook, I canât say anything for sure. I donât know Nicole. I only met her at that party you gave last fall. But some women donât care if a manâs married, and she strikes me as that type. If she came on to Brad . . .â She shrugged. âWell, who knows? But I wouldnât jump to believe her first thing. Sheâs obviously no paragon of virtue, and thatâs by her own admission.â
Susan and I were different in many ways. Iâd been married to the same man for nearly twenty-five years; she was twice divorced. I had two daughters with a couple of grandchildren on the way; sheâd never conceived. I was a Christian; Susan trusted only in herself, with a dash of positive thinking and universal good thrown in. I liked to keep things serene; she enjoyed a good argument every now and again. I was a conservative, and she was a liberal. Most of the time, I was right and she was wrong. At least, thatâs what I liked to tell her.
More than anything, I wanted her to be right this time.
Eight
DONâT WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING; INSTEAD, PRAY ABOUT everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done . . . Fix your thoughts on what is true and honorable and right. Think about things that are pure and lovely and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise . . .
That evening, I repeated those Bible verses to myself as I sat in the family room, waiting for Our View to air. The Scriptures should have made me feel better. They should have brought a measure of comfort. They didnât. Probably because I couldnât find anything pure or lovely or admirable upon which to fix my thoughts. Instead, I thought about Nicole.
Not long after she was hired at In Step, Iâd learned Nicole loved live theater as much as I did. So I invited her to join Brad and me when we attended a production at the Knock âEm Dead Theater. We enjoyed her company, and thereafter she joined us whenever we took in a show. Nicole was bright and witty. Her keen sense of humor never failed to make me laugh. And she was pretty too. I couldnât believe she was unattached at the age of thirty-five. There had to be something seriously wrong with the men who met her.
To tell the truth, I would have loved to fix her up with one of several bachelors I knew. But those young men were believers, and church was the logical and most natural place for me to introduce her to them. Since Nicole declined my invitations to join us on Sundays at Harvest Christian Fellowship and seemed to have no interest in Christianity, my desire to play matchmaker seemed doomed.
Then one day when I was at In Step, I invited Nicole to the womenâs Bible study I led. Much to my