this house?â
âWell, Daddy, it wouldnât make sense to rent space. Weâre already going to shell out money for a reception hall. Besides, I think getting together in an intimate setting is the whole point.â
âDo you realize what a difficult position that would put me in?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âNothing,â he muttered.
I sensed that I was onto something. âTell me, Daddy.â
He stroked his chin and didnât answer.
âDaddy?â
âNo one in Lola Smithâs family has ever laid eyes on me. What could I possibly say to them after all this time?â
âThey saw you at the funeral.â
âOh, yeah. Right.â He lapsed into silence again.
I was afraid to ask the next question but the energy in the room had become real weird. Why?
âDoes mamaâs family dislike you for some reason?â
âProbably.â
âTalk to me, Daddy!â
âAbout what?â
Now he was going to play dumb.
âWhat they might be holding against you.â
Daddy exhaled noisily. âSaundra, when your mother got pregnant with you, she expected me to marry her. She told me that. She also told her sisters that we were going to tie the knot. Iâm guessing that when it didnât happen, she was very embarrassed. Iâm also guessing that they hate me for being another guy who let her down.â
âThis isnât like you, Daddy.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âIt isnât like you to put your own interests before mine. I mean, this engagement party is about me and Yero and the children weâre going to have. Itâs not about you or your discomfort. Iâm very disappointed in you right now.â
He looked like I had slapped him. âAw, baby, Iâm sorry. Youâre right. Iâm being selfish.â
âDaddy, can I ask you something?â
Now he looked wary. âYes, but Iâm not promising to answer.â
âFair enough.â
âOkay, then.â
âAre you ever going to marry Evelyn?â
He looked relieved that it wasnât another question about Mama or her family. âNo, Saundra.â
âWhy not?â
âItâs a long story.â
I was truly bewildered. âA long story? But you two are still together. If she has done wrong, why are you still in the relationship?â
Daddy closed his eyes, then opened them. âIâll tell you all about it someday, but not before you graduate and get married.â
He held up a hand for me to be quiet and then kept on talking. âJust for the record, the only thing Evelyn has ever done wrong is to bring up the idea of getting your motherâs family together in this house.â
Not knowing what else to do, I stared at the television screen like it held the answer to the Dead Sea Scrolls.
âHow do you think Asha would feel at a party like that? I mean, at least you had me to take care of all your needs. The poor girl worked two fast food jobs to keep that dinky apartment together. Lolaâs people wouldnât help her at all. If I hadnât sent her money, she would have suffered even more. Asha probably doesnât want to mix with them any more than I do.â
âForget it, Daddy.â
âAsha has always had it harder than you. I used to tell Lola that she leaned on Asha too much . . . always confiding in that girl about her troubles . . . it isnât right to burden a young person with adult problems that they donât know how to solve.â
I had always known that Mama shared her problems with Asha. Maybe because Asha was the spitting image of her. Maybe because Asha was the eldest. No one would ever really know why and the conversation was beginning to depress me in a real big way.
âLetâs watch the show, Daddy.â
He patted my shoulder and sighed loudly. âIâd walk on hot coals for you, Saundra. If you want a family reunion here, just