crisp packets, power lines stretched overhead and in the distance stood a new housing estate, rows and rows of red-brick boxes and gaping black windows. It was massive, that was still true, a great dirty expanse of scrubland, reined in by a wide, humming road.
Alice and Tom held hands as they walked and Tom did seem to be enjoying himself, poking at the ground with a stick and snake-watching as they went. Ida trailed behind, kicking the earth. âIâm cold,â she said. âShall we turn round?â
They stood for a moment on the top of the hill, the breeze stinging their cheeks, while Ida struggled to light her cigarette.
âLook!â said Tom, pointing at a fox then running down the hill towards it. He was showing off, willing her, or both of the women, to laugh and follow him.
They stayed where they were. âWhatâs he going to do? Catch it?â Alice asked, smiling.
Ida didnât laugh. âI need to ask you where the painting is, the one of Ma looking into the mirror.â
âWhat?â asked Alice. She was still looking down at Tom, who was waving wildly, trying to get them to come down to look at something.
âYou know which painting, my painting.â
âYou mean the Jacob Collins painting? We sold it ages ago.â
âBut it was mine,â said Ida. âWhereâs the money then? I need that money.â
âOkay. Right. Well, I have no idea where the money is but I certainly donât have it.â
âThat was mine. You knew that, Alice. That wasnât yours to sell. Fuck. I want to go home.â
âAre you joking?â Alice asked.
Ida shrugged.
âOh God, I canât believe this, as if things werenât bad enough,â said Alice.
âYou know heâs with you because of me â my name and Maâs. You do know that, donât you?â Ida asked as Tom gave up and jogged back up the hill towards them. âIâve got a boyfriend. Who loves me,â Ida whispered. âIf you want to think Iâm jealous then donât. Itâs not that.â
Tom reached them, panting and wrapped his arms round Alice. âJesus, Iâm unfit,â he said, and then, leaning back to look at her, âis everything okay?â
Chapter five
~ 1999 ~
As she squished herself back into the car Ida realised she had no idea where they were going. The location of her fatherâs house was one of those things she was sure she should know, but the truth was she hadnât a clue. Thereâd been the strange flat by the beach, but theyâd have moved somewhere else by now, Ida was sure. For one thing, that stinking old Jack Russell Terri had loved so much could barely make it up all the stairs.
Ida had a sudden, unwelcome memory of Bridie meeting that dog, and screwed up her face. It must have been just before sheâd left home, and she and Bridie had been walking to the shop, to get cigarettes probably, when Terri had appeared from round the corner, listening to her new Walkman and pushing the dog in some odd type of pram. Terri had been so proud of the Walkman her nephew had bought for her that sheâd listened to it constantly despite only owning a single Dolly Parton tape. To Terriâs credit she had taken off her headphones and extended her arms for a hug, while Bridie had frozen with her eyebrows raised.
That dog must be dead now, Ida thought. She wanted to ask Alice if Terri had bought another one, but Alice wasnât speaking very much. It was a shame as it would have been fun to make bets about the awful things Terri was bound to say, and ask, and give them for lunch.
Tom was aware of the tension and tried his best to make conversation. When that failed he fiddled with the radio for five minutes, finding static and distant French voices, until Alice tapped his wrist and he turned it off.
They drove past Idaâs very first bedsit and she pointed it out to Tom. âLook, there out the