Glasgow. But they were high spots. I spent much of my career in drawing-room comedies and whodunits.â
âSheilaâs a real culture-vulture, to tell you the truth. It upset her a lot when Guy decided to do that computer stuff at university. Beneath contempt, she thought.â
Now would have been another good chance to mention Pete Bagshaw. But Caroline let it pass, again.
âShe sounds like a woman after my own heart. Though as far as computers are concerned, Iâm not against them. I donât despise them, Iâm just ignorant, and I want to keep my ignorance.â
âSheila feels everything is becoming automated and dumbed down. She shudders when she opens the arts pages of The Times. Sheâs of a generation that can hardly think of filmsâor âFilm,â as they call itâas an art form at all.â
âNonsense, sheâs of my generation. And I do think thatâs going a bit far.â
âWell, pop music, then. She sits on cultural bodies and sheâs on all the cultural grapevines. She knows when anything significant is coming at the theater long before it actually opens. Sheâs bound to have heard that Olivia is going to be a sensation in Forza . Sheâd probably come if it wasnâtââ
âYes, if it wasnât. Are the grapevines saying Olivia is going to be a sensation? Itâs news to me.â
âOh yes. People have commented, wished her well through me. Thatâs people who know about you and me, of course.â
âWell, thatâs wonderful news if itâs true. Iâve always had a feeling in my bones about Oliviaâs voice, but of course Iâm only an amateur as far as opera is concerned.â
The topic of Mariusâs wife did not come up again, but interval time at the West Yorkshire Playhouse did lead to more discussion of Oliviaâs approaching appearance as Leonora. There were various people from the acting trade in the audienceâpeople appearing in or otherwise involved with plays in the West Yorkshire area. The ones who knew Caroline, and even one or two who didnât, came up and asked what she was doing (âBeing a kept woman,â she said to one of them, âand very pleasant it is tooâ). Several had heard on the local arts network that rehearsals were going sensationally well for Olivia.
âThey say itâs a wonderfully rich voice,â said an elderly actor who had seen every operatic sensation since Callasâs Covent Garden Norma, âand with the bloom still on. Lucky old us.â
âWe hear a lot of it, but we still think itâs pretty magnificent,â said Caroline. âIf thereâs going to be a lot of advance hype, I hope it doesnât arouse too high expectations, though.â
âItâs not hype, darling. Itâs informed report passed by word of mouth between people in the know.â
Going back into the auditorium Caroline got a warm glow of anticipation. She was soon going to be known as the mother of Olivia Fawley. She felt not the slightest twinge of jealousy, no sense of anticlimax. Her career had never aimed at the highest peaks, and her life, now her career was over, was both happier andâoddlyâmore fulfilled. Part of that fulfillment was the excellent relationship she had with her children.
That thought brought in its train other thoughts about parents and children. But with Mariusâs comforting presence beside her, she put those thoughts away. She would think about Marius and Pete, she would think through the implications of what Pete had let slip, but she would do so when Marius was not there to influence her conclusions. And she would not be so silly as to take the offhand and ambiguous remarks of a post-adolescent young man as gospel truth. Marius deserved better than that from her.
It was as they were leaving the theater with a sense of two hours pleasantly spent that Caroline saw Lauren Spender and
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