would perform there again and would ask Orphelia to join her. And maybe by then Momma would have had a change of heart.
Momma walked like somebody had slid a beanpole down her back. Poppa followed quietly behind.
Pearl pulled at Orpheliaâs elbow. They had hardly spoken to each other all day. âWhatâd you think of the Hannibal Twins? I wasnât impressed.â She sucked her tooth noisily to show her disapproval. âThey do the same song every time. But didnât you just love Madame Merittaâs dress! Probably somebody from St. Louis made it just for her. I wish that she had sung something. She is prettier than what she looks like on the posters.â
Orphelia, however, didnât answer. With a quick look at her, Pearl hurried up to Momma. âI think Iâll be a seamstress and make fancy dresses for folks,â she said. âMomma, maybe we could go to St. Louis and see the fashions at the fair, and then Orphelia could play andââ
âBe quiet!â Momma snapped. Pearl shut up. Momma turned around and faced Orphelia. âYou are not going to be in that womanâs show ever, and thatâs final. We are not going to the Worldâs Fair because Iâve heard that we colored will not be treated right there. And St. Louis is much too large and dangerous a city for proper people like us to visit.â
âThose are some mighty big pronouncements you just made there, Otisteen,â said Poppa. âI wouldnât mind going to St. Louis someday, to tell you the truth. But what Iâm most concerned about is you saying that Orpheliaââ
âAre we going to argue about this in the road?â Momma folded her arms. âThelton, the girl is not going to parade herself in a minstrel show.â
âBut, Momma, Madame Merittaâs shows arenât like thoseââ
âDonât you dare dispute me!â
âOtisteen, listen. Youâve let this thing build up inside so till itâs ruling you. Orpheliaââ
âBe quiet, Thelton.â Momma gripped Orphelia by the shoulders. âI said no! And if you keep disputing me, Iâll not even allow you to be church pianist-in-training, and you will never play any kind of piano again! So get this foolishness out of your head. I donât care what this Madame Meritta says. I donât care what Miz Rutherford says! And I donât even care what you say, Thelton Bruce!â
Poppa firmly pulled Mommaâs hands from Orpheliaâs shoulders. He held Mommaâs hands in his, but Momma snatched them away. âIf you know whatâs best for you, youâll let me be,â Momma said, so low that Orphelia could barely hear her.
Poppa sighed. âThe day is apt to come when weâll be sorry we didnât let her follow her dream,â he said in an undertone. âOrphelia, thereâll be another time, I promise you,â he said louder now, âbut not this time. Now, everybody, letâs go home.â
Orphelia stood in the dusty road. Tears rolled down her face. Pearl took her hand and pulled on it. Orphelia followed her sister home.
Later she lay in bed, watching the light from the kerosene lamp flicker on the wall. She wiggled her fingers under the covers, playing the âLewis County Rag.â Momma had never screamed at her like she had tonight. Had she gone crazy?
The last few weeks had been full of Mommaâs criticisms. The more Orphelia progressed with her music and her act for the talent show, the angrier Momma had seemed to get with her. Would she really make her stop playing for the church? That would be the cruelest cut of all. If Orphelia couldnât even play for the church, then her life was truly over.
Madame Meritta had said she wanted Orphelia in her show anytime. She had also said Orphelia was blessed with a musical gift. Poppa said that now wasnât the right time. But when would the right time be? Never,