I believe in myself. Donât you believe in yourself?â
Of course she did. As far as work went, anyway. As for personal stuffâ¦
Irrelevant, Allison decided. She shrugged impatiently. âI suppose. Anyway, we got off track with theââ
âYou got off track, as I recall. With your prejudice against the wealthy.â
âIâm not prejudiced.â
âWhat I donât get is how you can run a charitable foundation. Arenât rich people kind of your bread and butter? How do you manage to hide the fact that you despise them when youâre asking for donations?â
She flushed. âThatâs a terrible thing to say. For one thing, itâs not only the wealthy who contribute to charities. And for another, I donât hate rich people. Iâm incredibly grateful to anyone who donates their moneyâor their timeâto the Star Foundation. Especially when they do it because they want to, and not because they expect something in return.â
His jaw tightened. âUnlike me, right? Is that what you wanted to hear? Yes, Iâm selfish. No, I donât give without expecting something back. Iâm sorry I donât meet your high standards for human behavior, or fit into your perfect little world where everyone acts like a saint. But hereâs a reality flash for you.â
He stabbed a forefinger on the table in front of her. âCharities all over the country are struggling right now, and yours is no exception. You can keep on looking down your nose at me, and let your foundation sufferâor you can admit you need my money and take it. How many of the families you pretend to care so much about will be hurt if you turn me down?â
He leaned back again. âSounds pretty damn selfish to me.â
She was so mad her hands were shaking. But the worst part was, she knew he was right.
If she turned down his donation, sheâd have to cut programs and services. The reality of that stared her in the face.
Looking across the table at him, seeing the coldness that had come into his expression, Allison felt a sudden wave of recklessness.
Why shouldnât she accept his offer? Theyâd go out to a few overpriced restaurants and have a few stilted conversations. Why had the idea of that made her feel so nervous, so awkward and unsure of herself? Right now, she didnât feel awkward at all. The anger flowing in her veins made her feel like she could do anything.
So yes, sheâd take his money. With a donation this big, she might be able to add some services this year. Expand her existing programs. Reach more families.
And sheâd get something else from him, too.
âIâll do it.â
He blinked at her in surprise. âWhat?â
âI accept your proposal.â
âYou do?â
âOn one condition.â She leaned forward, schooling her features into what she hoped was an implacable expression. âYouâll visit Julie in the hospital this Saturday.â
To drop her eyes at this point would be a sign of weakness, so she held his gaze as his eyes narrowed and his dark brows slanted together.
After a minute he started to drum the fingers of one hand against the table. When he realized what he was doing he curled that hand into a fist.
âWhat if I say no?â
She shrugged. âYouâll have to find another woman of character whoâs not attracted to you. It wonât be that hard. From where I sit, those two qualities seem to go together naturally.â
Another minute of silence. Then his fisted hand relaxed, and he leaned back in his chair.
âI should have realized you were capable of driving a hard bargain. You donât give up easily, do you?â
âThe families I work with donât give up. I hold myself to the same standard.â She took a quick breath. âSo do we have a deal, or not?â
His eyes didnât leave hers. âWe have a deal,â he said.
A