fill it.
âWas supper all right?â
âDelicious.â
He watched her. She hadnât taken off her narrow, dark-blue overcoat and her pale hair â the twinsâ hair â hung down the back of it, its edge cut as levelly as a curtainâs.
âIt was such a revolting night. I had to stand under an umbrella and Iâm sure my nose was red. Theyâve decided to call the series Night Life . Next week, itâs a travelling soup kitchen in Oxford.â
âBetter tell Kate. Derelicts are her speciality, sheâd know where to find them.â
âI think,â Julia said quietly, plugging in the kettle, âIâd rather find my own. Tea?â
âNo thanks.â
She looked at him.
âWhatâs the matter?â
âMaurice rang,â Hugh said.
Julia took off her coat and folded it over the back of one of the wooden armchairs. She wore a polo-necked jersey and a short skirt and her admirable legs were clad in narrow suede boots. She came over to Hugh and put her arms round him.
âOh Hugh. Itâs Kevin McKinley, isnât it?â
âNot really.â
Julia said nothing. After a while, Hugh said against her shoulder, âMy contractâs up for renewal again in the summer.â
âI know.â
âKettleâs boilingââ
âItâll switch itself off.â
âMaurice is a good friend,â Hugh said, a little heavily.
âHeâs as weak as water,â Julia said. âOnly serving time now until retirement.â
âStill Chairman, sweetieââ
Julia let go of Hugh, and went over to the kettle. She unhooked, as she passed it, a blue-and-white mug from the dresser and dropped into it a sachet of camomile tea.
âMaurice wonât let me down,â Hugh said.
Julia poured boiling water into her mug.
âKnow something?â Hugh said. He had straightened on his bar stool and now took a confident swallow of wine.
âTell me,â Julia said, her mind winding itself lovingly about the memory of her evening, about the directorâs praise . . .
âThe Kevin McKinleys of this world,â Hugh said, looking straight at Julia with that directness of gaze so effective on camera, âcome, and go. Mostly go, having no bottom. But you can be sure of one thing, absolutely sure. And that is that the tide in the affairs of television is swinging back my way.â
Long after Hugh had fallen asleep, Julia was still wakeful. When she heard the long case-clock in the hall strike two, she realized that it was a serious wakefulness, and slid quietly out of bed and went down to the kitchen.
The kitchen was warm, even at two in the morning, because of the Aga, the dark-blue Aga which Julia had chosen with such grave care. Hugh had teased her about it; Hugh was one of the few people in her life who had ever teased her, and she had stopped feeling shy about it, had grown even to like it. âMiss Immaculate Conception,â he called her. âMiss Perfect Understatement. Miss Shiny Shoes.â He could still, with light-hearted physical suggestiveness, make her blush.
She had blushed that evening, out of pure pleasure.
âGreat,â the director had said to her, when they had finished. âIâve hardly a complaint. What it is to work with someone who uses their intelligence.â Later still he said, âYouâll be going places, Julia.â
âNo,â she said. âNo, this is just an experiment. Iâm really a mother of two.â
They had both laughed. Heâd said, âYou mean mothers arenât people?â and then he said, âSee you next week. Iâll look forward to it.â
Julia sat down in one of the Windsor armchairs and put her slippered feet against one of the Agaâs heavy hot doors. She had not, she reflected, been quite truthful when she told the director that she was experimenting. She was not, by nature, an