colored playbills follow after; even the letters on the bills leap out of their lines and dash away. The fantastic perspective in the Kingdom of Roles is changing every second. But Stern is still holding the book forgotten by Burbage. Now thereâs no reason to delay: the time has come to take its meaning by force, to reveal its secret. But the book is fitted with strong brass clasps. Stern tries to pry the covers apart. The book resists, clenching its pages. In a final fit of rage Stern, bloodying his fingers, breaks open the strongbox of words. On the unclenched pages, he reads:
âActus morbi. History of the illness. Patient number. Hmm ⦠Schizophrenia. Development normal. Attack. Fever. Recurrent. Delusional idea: some man named Burbage. Stomach normal. Process becoming chronic. Incuraââ
Stern looks up to see: a long, vaulted hospital corridor. Down its length are numbered doors flanked with armchairs for duty nurses and visitors. In the depths of the corridor absorbed in a book, envelb9 oped in a loose white garment, sits an orderly. He doesnât notice when the door in the depths of the perspective flies opens and two people race in: a man and a woman. The man turns to his companion. âI donât care how sick he is, you could at least have let me get out of my costume and make up.â
Glancing around at the voices, the orderly is stunned: the visitors have thrown off their coats to reveal the costumes of Hamlet and Ophelia.
âThere now, you see: I knew people would stare. Why did we have to rush?â
âDarling, but what if we hadnât gotten here in time? Because if he wonât forgive meââ
âDonât be silly.â
The orderly is completely confused. But Stern, his face bright, rises to greet the visitors. âBurbage, finally. And you, my one and only! Oh, how Iâve been waiting for you, and for you. I even dared suspect you, Burbage. I thought youâd stolen her from me, and the role too, I wanted to rob you of your words: they avenged themselves by calling me a âmadman.â But those are only words, after all, the roleâs words. If I have to play a madman, fine, so be itâIâll play him. Only why did they change the set: this one is from some other play. But never mind: weâll go from role to role and play to play, farther and farther into the depths of the boundless Kingdom of Roles. But, Ophelia, why arenât you wearing your garland? You know you need marjoram and rue for the mad scene. * Where are they?â
âI took them off, Stern.â
âYou did? Or perhaps youâve drowned and donât know that you are not, and your garland is floating on the ripples among the reeds and lilies, and no one hears â¦â
âI think Iâll leave off there. Without any unnecessary flourishes.â
Rar rose.
âBut allow me to ask,â Dasâs round glasses bore down on Rar, âdoes he die or not? And then itâs not clear to meââ
âIt doesnât matter whatâs not clear to you. I stopped all the pipeâs vents. All of them. The pipe player doesnât ask what happens next: he should know himself. After every gist comes the rest. On this point I agree with Hamlet: âThe rest is silence.â Curtain .â
Rar went to the door, turned the key twice to the left and, bowing, disappeared. The conceivers departed in silence. Our host, retaining my hand in his, apologized for the âunexpected unpleasantnessâ that had spoiled the evening, and reminded me about the next Saturday.
Issuing out into the street, I caught sight of Rar far ahead; he soon disappeared down a side street. I walked quicklyâfrom crossroad to crossroadâtrying to untangle my feelings. The evening seemed like a black wedge driven into my life. I had to unwedge it. But how?
[1] History of an illness. ( Lat .)
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T HE FOLLOWING SATURDAY , toward dusk, I was again