inside before anyone could catch him.
Strings of fire drooped from the roof. Embers stung his neck. He tried to reach the
ladder for the loft but couldnât find it in the smoke. Burning scraws of turf were
falling everywhere. His parentsâ bed was ablaze â he saw their arms lifting
up, flames shooting between his fatherâs legs. Fergus tried dragging him from the
bed while the fire pecked his hands fiercely. His fatherâs clothes were alight,
his eyes were open, wide and white; his mouth was open, a hole. A burning scraw of turf
dropped onto Fergusâs neck. He let go of his father and wriggled and danced trying
to shake the fire off himself. Now it was so hot he felt himself breathing fire. The
smoke clawed at his eyes and he couldnât see. Blind and wheezing and scratched by
fire, his body stumbled for the doorway. The moment he was outside, someone knocked him
down then threw a horse blanket over him to smother his burning clothes.
Shrouded under the rough wool he lay thinking this was death â this
was how it felt. A weird remove. A sense of distance, and vivid pain stinging in the
hands.
Death smelled strongly of horse.
Then Abner Carmichael snatched the blanket away, pulled him to his feet,
and wrapped the blanket about his shoulders. âThere you are, old man, there you
are.â
The soldier who had offered the biscuit was facing the
cabin, holding out his palms to feel the heat. The officer had dismounted and was
standing with his back to the fire, adjusting girth straps on his horse.
Saul and his father stood holding the iron-tipped ram, ready to tumble the
walls.
Fergus watched the roof crumbling as it burned. In a few moments it
collapsed entirely, and the cabin was a white cup holding nothing but flame.
Succor?
HE STUMBLED DOWN the path after the men, clutching the
horse blanket, unsure if he was their prisoner. They ignored him; perhaps they were
ashamed. They had biscuit, so he followed.
As they came into the farmyard he looked about for Phoebe but saw no sign
of her. Carmichael, his two sons, and the officer disappeared inside the house. The
soldiers headed for the stable. Clutching his blanket, ignored, Fergus finally stumbled
after them.
Where was Phoebe while her men were tumbling? What kept her busy? Where
did she hide?
In the stable, the soldiers stacked muskets, unbuckled their white
crossstraps, and shrugged off their knapsacks and ammunition boxes. The sergeant handed
him a biscuit, then allowed him a swallow of fiery
poitin
from a clay jar.
The old mare, disturbed by the presence of strangers, was fussing in her
stall. The soldiers settled down to filling and lighting their clay pipes. They
continued to ignore him as if he were a ghost and they could not see him. Perhaps he
was
in a dream. Or perhaps he was a ghost; perhaps he was dead already. How
would you know if you were dead? He finished the biscuit quickly and licked the crumbs
from his hands. The old mare would know.
Approaching her stall, he started whispering to her, then stroking her
nose. It seemed to settle her, so he must be alive still. Her warm, sweet breath cloudedhis face. He felt tears dribbling down his cheeks. Climbing one
side of the stall, he settled himself aboard her, legs astride. Leaning forward, letting
his arms fall down either side, he lay on her neck, absorbing her heat.
âFergus? Is Fergus here?â
Startled, he looked up and saw Phoebe at the stable door.
âMiss, if that is the name,â the sergeant said, pointing at
Fergus. âThe creature found in the paddywhack.â
He gripped the mare with his knees, knotting fingers in her mane as Phoebe
approached.
âCome with me, Fergus.â
âIâm sick, Iâm dazzled.â
âIâll give you something to eat.â
âThey are all dead, the cabin is tumbled, no one is buried, they are
burned.â
Phoebe