at his post, the decision made for them.
âI was starting to think you were hiding from me,â he says, sliding the book back onto the shelf. âIt wouldnât be hard to do here. This place should come with a map.â
âYou said that about the last place Whit found for us.â
âDid I?â
Just the mention of that first weekend together thirteen years earlier and the enormous room fills with memories, charged and electric like the air before a summer storm. Liv feels herself sinking and forces her thoughts to stay afloat. In the present, where they belong.
She gestures to his jaw. âItâs different.â
âItâs easy.â He rubs at his beard. âIâve gotten lazy in my old age.â
âI find that hard to believe.â She smiles. âI like it. It suits you.â
His eyes flicker over her face. âYou look good, Liv.â
âGod, not really.â She pushes at the limp knot of her hair. âI feel about as toned as a roasted marshmallow. Youâre the one who looks like you could swim the English Channel.â
âThatâs kind of you.â
âIâm anxious to get back in the water. This project will probably be my last time diving. At least thatâs what Iâve promised my doctor.â
His eyes widen briefly.
âYou look surprised,â Liv says.
âI am. I canât believe youâre still diving.â
âYou couldnât believe I ever started.â She regrets the comment as soon as itâs out. The air, once fresh and unblemished, feels heavy now, the weight of their old argument landing between them like a dropped stone. She wants to repair her mistake.
âCan I get you a glass of wine?â she asks.
âNo, thanks. I donât drink anymore.â
She blinks at him. Sam, not drink?
He smiles wryly. âNow who looks surprised?â
âIâm sorry,â she says. âI wasnât expecting . . .â
âItâs okayâI get that reaction all the time. Itâs like telling people Iâve quit showering. Theyâre horrified.â
She laughs, maybe too loudly. She wonders if something happened to make Sam stop drinking completely.
âI
would
take some coffee, if you have it.â
âOf course.â
A purpose. Thank God. She leads him to the kitchen andcrosses to the still-warm carafe, finding some coffee remains. She pours, grateful for the crackle of the liquid rising to fill the quiet, hopeful her hands will hold without trembling when she delivers him the cup. She doesnât bother to offer him cream or sugarâhe always took his black. To pretend she doesnât remember seems insincere. As he takes several long sips, she notices the strands of red in his short beard, reminded of the ones she was so shocked to find farther down his body when theyâd first slept together. Copper and gold threads. In those early days, everything had reminded her of treasure.
She rubs her bare arms. âThank you for rescuing us, Sam. I wasnât sure youâd be able to. Or want to, for that matter.â
âSo asking me was your idea?â
Liv meets his eyes. Thereâs no point in lying; Sam would never have believed the suggestion came from Whit.
She moves to the sliders and looks out, not sure what sheâs searching for, or whom. Itâs dark enough that she can see Sam in the reflection. Heâs watching her as he drinks.
She turns back but remains against the glass, the cool surface startling on her neck.
âI was surprised to see you back in the charter business,â she says. âI assumed when you left for law school, youâd eventually practice.â
âI did. For a while. But after my dad died, I got out. He left me some money and I figured a boat was as good an investment as any.â
âYour dad?â Sympathy washes over her. âIâm so sorry. When did he