a long moment before silently sliding away. His thoughts come thundering into my head, and as hard as I try to stop them, they just keep coming. Heâs still angry! I wish I had never been given this Truthseeing skill. Since my powers increased, Iâve lost control over what I hear and what I can shut out. I shake my head to rid myself of his thoughts. âEnough is enough!â
Matt looks at me with a frown. âWhatâs wrong with you?â
I tug my hair behind my ears, something Iâve always done out of habit, but my hair falls short. So much of itwas singed, I had to have it cut. Itâs all in layers now, short around my face. âNothing is wrong!â I find myself snapping out of sheer frustration. Great. Iâm really going to make friends yelling at people! âIâm fine. OK?â
I try to distract myself and start looking around. But thereâs not much in this room to amuse me, just a couple of stools and an old wooden desk. âI wonder where Arkarian is?â
Matt shrugs and rocks back on his heels, his hands still in his pockets. âProbably giving some last-minute instructions to Ethan and Isabel.â
Even though itâs obvious heâd rather be anywhere else in the world than standing in a room alone with me, his thoughts are also letting me know heâs excited, like a little boy in a toy shop with cash in his pockets. Lots of it.
Arkarian suddenly appears before us. Matt jerks back with a start. Heâs unfamiliar with Arkarianâs ability to materialise at will. Ethan can do this too. I wish I was able but I have to earn my wings first, just like they did. When I was with Marduke, he didnât want me to have them. They would have lessened his power over me.
Without wasting any time, Arkarian transports the three of us to a room in the Citadel that Iâve never seen before. Itâs huge and could easily fit a thousand people shoulder to shoulder. I look up and canât draw my eyes away from the ceiling. There are eight panels and so many colours! Glass, or maybe crystal, I think, etched in myriad intricate designs. Instinctively I lift my hands into the air. I want to touch it, feel its texture, see its depth. But the panels are too high, the single point at the centre disappearing into oblivion.
Arkarian grins at me. âWondrous, isnât it?â
I nod, and he says, âThis ceiling is identical to the one in the temple weâre about to visit in the underworld. Although now it is nothing more than dust and debris. Itâs just as well youâre coming with us, Rochelle. Your hands will be worth their weight in gold.â
Itâs such a sweet thing to say, my mood lifts for the first time in months. He glances down and notices my hands. Theyâve still got electric currents running through them. He takes one and turns it over. âCan you feel the energy?â
âThey sting. When will it stop?â
âThe stinging?â
âYeah, and the electric charges, or whatever they are.â
He remains quiet for a moment, just looking at me with those all-knowing eyes. Itâs as if heâs wondering how well I cope with bad news. Even though my powers have increased I still canât hear any of
his
thoughts. I wouldnât dream of trying either. Heâs an expert at shutting out his thoughts from Truthseers. Iâve never heard any unless heâs wanted me to.
But he doesnât have to say, or think anything out loud â itâs there in his eyes.
âTheyâre not going away, are they? This is it. My hands for ever.â
âIt would be a good idea if you wore gloves. Iâll have some made that imitate skin, so no one will suspect anything is different about you.â
I shake my head. Unbelievable. When I was with Marduke I had to wear a mask to conceal my eyes, my one easily identifiable feature. Now itâs my hands.
âThere is something you should