fact had had to be faced: Life is not like the moviesâyou donât just get money when someone dies. Sometimes you lose money. There are strange expenses and taxes. Mike Gold had taken only minimal steps in the way of insurance, so without his income, they were in trouble.
In the summer and the fall, May had sat with her mother and helped work out their budget. Theyâd canceled her fatherâs subscriptions to his sports magazines, turned off the cell phones, and limited the cable service. Her mother had switched to working nights and bumped up her hours. Sheâd also accepted a few small family loansâenough to pay for Mayâs tuition and a bit of the mortgage. Still, things were not looking very good.
Peteâs dad was an accountant. He did their taxes, and he knew the score. Peteâs mom often sent over strange assortments of extralarge items she picked up at the wholesale clubâjumbo bottles of dishwasher detergent, twelve-packs of soap, jugs of shampoo with pump dispensers. Sheâd say, âIt was such a gooddeal, I couldnât pass it up!â or, âIt was two for one, so I just figured Iâd give this one to you!â to try to keep the whole thing from being awkward. It still always was.
They pulled into the shopping center where May worked, which was between a collection of housing developments and the access road from I-95. Pete drove up to the brown building in the far corner of the parking lot, the one that had been born as a Pizza Hut but had lived through several incarnations since then.
âDo you need a ride home tonight?â he asked.
May looked out at the rain. She had no other option, aside from walking through the downpour in the dark.
âI donât want to mess up your plansâ¦,â she said.
âI just have to go over to school later and finish hanging some lights for the show. Weâre doing Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat .â
âIt sounds like an infomercial.â
âItâs a musical,â Pete clarified. âTheyâre always musicals. So, what time are you done?â
âEleven.â
âEleven,â he repeated, again in the strange accent. âSo, Iâll come back then.â
With that settled, May stepped out into the rain and ran to the door, and the Cutlass rolled out of the parking lot and vanished beyond the gray horizon.
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Presto Espresso wanted desperately to look like it was part of some huge chain of coffee bars. It had the wooden tables, the wall murals, and the recycled cups. It had drinks with catchynames, always prefaced with the words our signature, as if Presto Espresso made coffee in some special, famous way. It had generic jazz music pumped into the air from hidden speakers. What it didnât have was customers. Working there was a long exercise in killing timeâstacking cups and grinding coffee and standing around. Specifically, it was an exercise in killing time with Nell Dodd, the assistant manager.
âMy dorm was right near this massive cell phone tower,â Nell was saying as she arranged a pile of cups in bowling-pin fashion at the far end of the counter. âAnd itâs a well-known fact that cell phone signals give you brain cancer. So I talked to the residence life staff, but they completely refused to move me.â
âUh-huh,â May said.
Nell had started college in September and left after two weeks. Sheâd been living at home and working at Presto for the last nine months while contemplating her ânew direction.â May had started working at Presto in December, and sheâd heard this story at least fifteen times since then.
âEverything about the place sucked,â Nell went on. âLike my roommate. My roommate was this total crypto-fascist sorority-girl wannabe. I mean, pretty much all she wanted from college was to pledge Sigma Whatever Whatever, which is just about the saddest thing I have ever