jumped right on him. I donât know how we managed it, but in a matter of minutes we were in my bedroom, butt-ass naked.
Eric was hitting me from the back like he hadnât had pussy in quite a while. He gripped my hips, pulling my substantial buttocks into his adequate plumpness. I didnât know why I allowed myself to get screwed by this man since he dumped me months ago for being too fat. It wasnât like I had lost much weight. I wasnât skinny enough to be on his arm, yet my pussy was good enough for him to dip his manhood inside me. Damn hypocrite. And yes, I must be a hypocrite too. I didnât have to allow myself to be used like this.
I thought about this after I climaxed, which didnât take long, since Eric knew my body and how to please it. Iâd climaxed three times already, while he kept trying to reach his pinnacle. After six months of batteries buzzing between my thighs, I needed to nut from the real thing. But now that I had, I didnât think it was even worth it. I actually pitied myself.
As Eric pounded and grunted, I tried to hold back tears for a minute. He might have thought he was bringing water to my eyes because he was that good, but feeling unworthy was the reason for my sorrow. Where in the hell was my self-esteem right now? As soon as I saw this man on my stoop, I should have slammed the door in his face and told him to never bother me again, but here I was playing booty call and being used yet again by a man who didnât respect me.
I dropped my head into the sheets as I went on an emotional rollercoaster. One minute I was confident and the next I hated myself. I let the tears soak deep into the fabric of my sheets as Eric continued to pound, probably thinking he was doing me a favor.
âYou like that, baby?â he asked.
I didnât respond. How could I when I felt the way I did? His pounding increased like he was trying to get a reaction out of me. I pulled my head up from the sheets and frowned a bit, and he took this as me enjoying it.
âOh, you like it, donât you. I can tell.â
I couldnât take it anymore. I turned, pushing Eric off of me.
âYou want it a different way?â he asked. âYou want to get on top,â he said, positioning himself on his back like I was going to climb on top of him. Eric was fine as hell and his body was worthy of the ride, but I couldnât bring myself to continue.
âNo. I want you to leave,â I told him, pulling the crinkled sheet around my body.
âLeave?â he asked, surprised, as his manhood glistened with my juices.
âYes, leave,â I said, getting up from the bed and putting on my pink silk robe.
âWhat the hell is wrong with you? Do you see this dick? I havenât cum yet,â he replied, pointing to his extension.
âAnd you wonât with me,â I said, tying my robe closed.
âCome on, Vivian.â
âYou can beg all you want to, Eric, but Iâm not finishing this.â
He climbed from the bed angrily. He snatched his boxers off the floor and attempted to put them on, losing his balance and falling to the floor. I smirked a bit. He didnât find this funny as he got up from the floor.
âI canât believe you. You asked me to come over.â
I frowned as I shook my head in disbelief before replying to his statement. âDonât get it twisted, Eric. You were standing on my stoop. Donât try to make it look like I begged your ass to come over, because I didnât. You were the one who just showed up unannounced,â I said, pulling my long hair back in a ponytail.
âYou knew what it was going to be when you saw me standing outside your door,â he argued.
âI did, and I got mine, so we are done.â
Eric picked up his blue jeans and shirt from my maple hardwood floors. Each movement was done with irritation.
âI knew it was a mistake messing with you, but I was doing you a