paintings.
I made sure that when Jess came over to my house for the first time, Dad hid my pottery attempts that he usually displays on the mantel. Not proudly, he always likes to tease me, but because they are excellent conversation starters. I donât protest this. My Christmas robin is quite literally a blob of clay with a red circle in the middle.
âAnna.â Jess sighed. âThey wonât be looking for someone like me, will they? Iâm sure Brendanâs mom will be much happier with someone like Sophie who can hang on to her every word and look the part.â
âYou look the perfect part,â I said sharply. âCome on; if you donât get one, then Iâll buy one for you.â
She finally gave in to my pestering, and we made our way over to the table. Sophie saw us approaching and nudged Josie in the ribs, who looked up and immediately scowled.âWhat do you want?â she spat, folding her arms.
âIâm so sorry about chemistry, Josie,â I squeaked, feeling genuinely bad. âIf thereâs anything I can doââ
âPersonally,â Jess interrupted chirpily, âI think your hair looks much better that length, Josie.â
âThat hardly makes things okay,â Sophie replied angrily, tilting her head.
âYes.â Josie pouted, taking her cue as ever from Queen Sophie. âThereâs nothing you can do about it now.â
âGreat, glad thatâs all sorted,â Jess said firmly. âNow, Iâd like to buy a raffle ticket please.â
Sophieâs mouth dropped open. âYou. You would like to buy a raffle ticket.â
âYes, one please.â
âButââJosie sniggered, looking her up and downââyou clearly donât care about . . . the way things look.â
Jessâs cheeks started to go red.
âIâm not really sure itâs your thing, Jess,â Sophie said with a tone of mock regret and then shrugged. âI wouldnât bother buying a ticket. Itâs professional photography.â
Jess looked at the ground, embarrassed, and Iâm really not quite sure what came over me, but suddenly words were coming out of my mouth.
âTen tickets please.â
They all stared at me in shock. âYeah, ten.â I repeated in a squeakier tone than I would have liked. I reached into my purse and held out the money.
Sophie snorted and Josie followed suit, but there was now a small line beginning to form behind me. Josie looked at Sophie for instruction. Sophie pursed her lips and gave a curt nod. Josie snatched the money and shoved the tickets across the table.
I walked away triumphantly, my heart slamming against my chest.
âWell, what do you know.â Jess grinned as I passed her the tickets. She gave me a small grateful nudge. âThanks.â
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Sitting in French later that afternoon, I couldnât stop thinking about the Beatus dance. What would happen if they didnât let me in because I didnât have a date? Even worse, what would happen if they did let me in, but then everyone was dancing in pairs and I was the ONLY one not dancing?! What would happen if everyone started pointing and laughing at me because I was so pathetic?! WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I GENUINELY DID HAVE TO BRING DOG AS MY DATE?!
This called for emergency note passing with Jess.
Heyâcan I ask you a question?
Anna, youâre passing notes in French? Are you crazy?! Sheâll catch us! Ms. Brockley is very smartâshe does archery in her spare time.
Itâs important.
Okay, go on then, ask away.
Would you date me?
What?
If you were a boy, would you date me?
This is uncomfortable.
No itâs not. I need to know.
Well I donât know. Probably not.
WHAT? WHY NOT?
Because of your obsession with your dog. Heâs cute and everything but youâre out of control.
Do I talk about Dog a lot?
Yes. But maybe not