started, seventh-graders are allowed to eat lunch in the quad, along with the eighth-graders who have had it to themselves since September. So far itâs been too cold to eat outside, but today is one of those weirdly warm January days when all you need is a fall jacket, and maybe a scarf if your mom gives you a hard time (which, of course, mine does). Frankie, Lillian, and I have staked out a corner of the quad, and weâre sitting cross-legged onour coats with our lunches lined up in the middle like a mini buffet. The sky is practically cloudless, and the sun feels so good on our faces that we all close our eyes for a minute and soak it in, like weâre plants desperate to photosynthesize after a long winter.
The sun is so warm on my skin that I almost feel like Iâm still at my dadâs in California. Unfortunately, thinking about LA reminds me of the party, and an icy wave crashes through my toasty daydream. I open my eyes.
Frankieâs poking through the couscous salad I brought, picking out the raisins and piling them up in one corner of the container. She has a thing about raisins in savory food because she thinks they donât match the other flavors. Frankie has been acting kind of quiet and distracted, which isnât unusual on days that we have social studies right after lunch. Iâm about to tease her about still having a crush on Mr. Mac, when Lillian yanks her backpack open and pulls out a bulging plastic bag.
âI forgot I brought these!â she says, adding whatâs left of the cookies she and her mom took home from Saturdayâs cooking class to our smorgasbord.
Frankie pauses her archeological exploration of the couscous and looks up at us. âYou know Errolâs nephewâwhatâs his nameâhe was sitting at my table?â
She asks this in an overly casual way, but sheâs not fooling anyone. Frankie pretending she doesnât remember a cute boyâs name can mean only one thing. I raise my eyebrows at Lillian.
âYou mean Tristan ?â Lillian says, unzipping the bag of cookies.
âOh, right, that was it,â Frankie says, still acting cool as a cucumber. âSo, he seems kind of nice, right? Taking a cooking class with his uncle and everything.â
Lillian pulls a perfect-looking meringue out of the bag. âHe didnât say a whole lot,â she says, taking a bite and starting to giggle, âbut he was totally hot!â
Lillian always giggles when she talks about boys, which cracks me up.
âTristan Holland,â I say, âa.k.a. Total Hotness. But a ninth grader. I donât know, Franks, isnât that like cradle robbing for you, after liking Mr. Mac all this time?â
Lillian laughs again, sending little pieces of meringue flying out of her mouth. She quickly covers it with her hand.
Frankie puts down her fork, glaring at me. âHa-ha. Whatever. I guess he was pretty cute,â she shrugs. âYou guys donât, like, like him or anything . . . do you?â
I roll my eyes. The truth is, Iâve been so busy thinking about the party and the whole thing with my mom and dad that there isnât any room in my brain for boys right now. âNo,â I say. âBut I know who does.â
âWho?â Frankie asks, dropping her casual act and sounding concerned.
I give her shoulder a shove. âYou do, you faker! Itâs so obvious.â
Frankie blushes. âI so do not! No way. I hardly even know him.â
âWell, you have six weeks to get to know him,â Lillian says. âWeâll have to figure out a way to make sure heâs in your group on Saturday.â
âI know! I was thinking the same thing,â Frankie says, giving up her pretense and grabbing our hands. âYou guys have to help me.â The force of her grip crushes the cookie Iâm holding, and the crumbs fall onto the remains of Lillianâs sesame noodles like sprinkles on