fairer?â
âNothing.â
âThe only thing is to play it smart. You never know who youâre running into. Itâs probably some cull, but it might be old Casey himself.â
âIt might be who?â
âCasey Jones.â
âWhoâs that?â
âDo you mean it?â Desmond said. âI thought he was pretty well known.â
âNot to me. Who is he, the great Russian champion?â
âI donât know. He flew a black-striped ship, very distinctive. Ask Imil about him sometime. He can tell you. Only donât believe everything he says.
âHe came back with three cannon hits on his ship one day. He was lucky to even get back. There was one right in front of the cockpit that left a hole you could stick your head through, and two more just as big in the wing. That was Casey. According to the story, they fought for about twenty minutes, and the colonel didnât even get a chance to fire his guns. He looked like heâd had a heart attack when he landed, I know that much. I saw him at the debriefing.
âWhen I first got here, every time Casey flew, there was a big fight. They used to know when he was taking off, I donât know how, but ground control would call him off by name. The MIG formations were trains, so they called him Casey Jones. Train number one, or whatever it was, leaving Antung, Casey Jones at the throttle. When you heard that, you started watching yourself, too.â
âWhat became of him?â
âI guess he finished his tour and went home. He just stopped flying. Itâs been a long time since anybodyâs seen him.â
They listened to the mission then, but Cleve sat preoccupied, with thoughts of a vanished enemy. He had gone, this man whose name no one knew, taking his excellence with him. The skies were empty now of the fever of his presence; and Cleve, though he had not fought, resisted a feeling of personal loss. Something irreplaceable had been taken from the war. He felt cheated. It was only after some time that he was able to suppress the whole thing as illusion. It was always the old ones who were the greatest.
Nothing much seemed to be going on, up north. There were long periods of silence, broken only by turns being called and fuel checks. Finally, they began heading back, no sightings. Desmond turned the radio off.
âHow often do you get into fights?â Cleve asked.
âYou canât ever tell when thereâll be one. Sometimes there are three a day, and sometimes a week will go by without one. Itâs like trying to pick the horses. You check everything, the past performances, whoâs up that day, the weather, the odds. You get it all doped out, and then itâs luck after that. Howâs your luck, Cleve?â
âItâs been pretty good. Nothing exceptional.â
âThatâs all you need. Iâll take a lucky man every time, myself.â
There was a pause. Desmond sat looking out the window toward the mountains that rose in the north. The ships would be returning over them in fifteen or twenty minutes.
âIf you really want to get them, Cleve,â he said at last, âmore than anything else, thatâs the biggest thing. You can play it safe and never get in a tight spot, and youâll go home after a hundred missions with the usual medals and, who knows, maybe a couple of victories, just by waiting for the sure things. On the other hand,
you can take chances, and youâll probably be a hero when you go back. And youâll probably go back. It just depends on what you want most. Youâll see for yourself. After ten missions everybody is an expert.
âVictories mean a lot, but as far as Iâm concerned, thereâs something more important to be gotten out of Korea.â
âWhatâs that?â
âMy ass.â
Cleve laughed.
âThatâs the way I feel,â Desmond said.
For a naked moment, they looked at each other. It