Envy clawed at Harlow, but she paid it no heed. Brook Lynn was worthy of her happiness.
For years she and her big, golden heart had chased after her party-girl sister, Jessie Kay, while working two full-time jobs just to pay rentâand sheâd done it all while dealing with an inner ear disorder. Harlow wasnât sure what the disorder was called; she only knew the devices in the girlâs ears prevented her from hearing whispers as loudly as screams.
While Harlow had never turned her evil sights on Brook Lynnâeven a bully of her magnitude had lines she wouldnât crossâJessie Kay and Kenna Starr, the sistersâ best friend, had not been so lucky.
âAre you offering arsenic or bleach?â Harlow quipped.
âI didnât ask if you wanted what everyone in town would like to serve you,â Brook Lynn said staunchly, making Harlow flinch. âI asked if you were thirsty.â
âI am,â she said, standing. âThank you.â
As an old, ugly dog playfully nipped at Brook Lynnâs heels, she held out a glass of ice-cold water.
Harlow tried for ladylike, taking a dainty sip, but the taste of heaven snapped the tether to her control and she chugged the rest, draining every drop. No liquid had ever been cooler or more soothing, wetting her tongue and moistening her dry-as-the-desert throat.
âThank you,â she repeated, feeling human again.
Brook Lynn confiscated the glass. âActually, you shouldnât thank me. You should thank Beck.â
His name alone caused her heartbeat to pick up speed and knock against her ribs. Sheâd stared at the back door for hours, willing him to come outside and check on her. Surely sheâd built up the intoxicating effects heâd had on her.
âIs he here?â Was he still in bed with Tawny? Her hands curled into tight little fists.
âNo,â Brook Lynn said. âHe was called in for a meeting, but he told me to take care of you while he was gone.â
A contented thrillâfollowed by an irritating realization. He hadnât cared enough to see her? Wow. Well, screw him. He disturbed her, rendering her breathless and shaky with a simple glance, but so what? Physical attraction never lasted. And neither did he! One and done, the king of the one-night stand.
Harlow had no interest in being used and tossed aside, nothing but an afterthought to the man sheâd welcomed into her body. She wanted affection and love, the kind sheâd read about in books and seen in movies. The kind where couples fought to stay together, even during the worst of times. The kind that protected. Defended. Cherished.
A pang of longing razed her. Thereâd be no name-calling. No shaming. No being made to feel worthless.
Before dropping out of high school in favor of being homeschooled, sheâd had boyfriends. A
lot
of boyfriends. Sheâd dated and dumped them at Beck-speed, searching for someone, anyone, to fill the void inside her. A void somehow made bigger when a machine exploded at Dairyland, the milk plant just south of town, killing half the workforceâincluding her dad.
As horrible as heâd been, she should have rejoiced, right? All of her problems should have vanished in a puff of smoke. But that couldnât have been further from reality.
Brook Lynn turned and, without uttering another word, walked away, the dog prancing behind her.
âBrook Lynn,â she called, and the girl stopped without spinning around. âIâm sorry for the way I acted. In the past, I mean...and recently.â RIP, blueberry pie.
âThatâs great, Iâm gladâ was the response, âbut actions mean more than words, and so far youâve proved nothing.â
âI know. But Iâm still here, subjecting myself to this, so that I
can
prove Iâve changed.â
âPlease. This, as you call it, is payment.â Brook Lynn glanced over her shoulder, looking very much like