worked with high-risk teenagers with emotional and substance abuse problems.
Survivorsâ guilt.
Their fatherâs final actions had left its mark on all of them.
His mother usually wanted her sons to stay on as long as possible for these annual Independence Day visits. She seemed to want Marc long gone at the present time, though. He tried to ignore the flare of irritation he felt at that fact. Brigit loved him. She remembered how much heâd been hurt by Mariâs refusal to see him after the crash. Maybe she just didnât want to see him get hurt again.
The porch swing resumed the rhythmic squeaking noise that blended so hypnotically with the sounds of the locusts and the Lake Michigan waves breaking on the nearby beach.
âYouâd do best by staying away from her,â Brigit said, finally saying the words he knew sheâd been thinking since the parades yesterday.
âMaybe youâre right. But that doesnât seem to be stifling the urge to do the exact opposite.â
Brigit exhaled at his quiet admission. âAfter all they did to usââ
âMari never did anything to us. As for what Ryan and his aunt did, itâs not that different than what most people would have done in the same situation.â
âShe ignored you! She took that moneyâblood money! After all this time, youâve forgotten the effect it had on meâon us. â
âI havenât forgotten,â he said, stung. âMaybe itâs never occurred to you that Mari and I might have memories, too, Ma, memories outside of Dad and the crash and the deathsâand the grudge. â
Her face pale and tense, she brought the swing to a halt and stared at him. He hated seeing her pain, but damn it, what heâd said was true. He exhaled heavily, trying to rid himself of his anger. He wasnât mad at his mother, necessarily, but at this whole situation.
He almost heard Brigit building her arguments in her mind. Marc had become a lawyer like his father, but it was his mother whoâd taught him the skills for making an airtight case.
âYou want Mari because sheâs the only thing youâve wanted and couldnât have.â
Marc started. âThatâs a hell of a thing to say. Do you really believe that?â
âI do,â Brigit said quietly. âYouâre my oldest son, Marc. I carried you in my body, and I watched you grow from an infant to a man. Do you really think Iâve never noticed that once you set your mind on something, you make it happen, no matter what kind of storm you cause in the process?â
Marc scowled. He couldnât believe he was hearing this from his own motherâs mouth. âYou make me sound like a spoiled brat. Iâve worked like hell to get anything Iâve ever had. And Iâve failed at plenty of things. What about Sandra?â he demanded.
âI said anything you ever wanted. If youâd wanted Sandra more, the two of you would still be married.â
Marc gave his mother a hard stare, warning her not to tread on that private territory. Heâd heard her out after he and Sandra had decided to split, but that decision was his and his ex-wifeâs business, not Brigitâs. His mother changed gears, just like that.
âMari never married, I hear,â Brigit said levelly.
âNo,â Marc conceded, not sure where his mother was going with her comment.
âHer brother is the only family since her aunt died afew years ago. I donât think Ryan would take too kindly to having Mari get involved with you again.â
âYou really care about what Ryan Itani thinks?â
âNo. But if you care about Mari, you should. Would you really consider alienating her from her only relative?â
Marc rolled his eyes and stood. âYouâre assuming Mari would even be interested. I havenât seen any indication of that so far,â he muttered bitterly. His motherâs comment