Katherine.â
My cheeks redden, and she smiles, moving forward and cupping her hand beneath my chin.
âSuch pretty roses,â she says. âItâs an accomplishment to bring color to your cheeks so easily.â
At her touch, the memory of the drunken soldierâs fingers at my throat ripples through me, and I close my eyes against it. Grace moves her hand from my chin to my forehead. âAnd now youâve gone pale as can be. Katherine, do not move too frequently from the heat of the fire to the chill by the windows. It will make you ill quicker than anything.â
Just then a racket of birdsong and shrieks from the distant aviary rends the air. As I hurry to the window, the distant shrilling fades into silence.
The air outside is lightly silvered with snow. Nothing stirs on the grounds or in the still woods just beyond. I wonder what startled the birds so.
Graceâs voice comes sharp behind me. âKatherine.â
I whirl quickly and find her clutching the necklace I wore the night before, which Iâd left draped across my dressing table so it wouldnât tangle.
âThese items need to be locked up,â she says, then lowers her voice to a theatrical whisper as Elsieâs footsteps come tripping down the hall. âNo matter how close we may keep them, servants cannot be fully trusted.â
I wonder if I should tell her now about the fan. She would not approve, Iâm sure.
âSurely we can trust Elsie, Aunt Grace. Sheâs been here since she was just old enough to work, has she not?â
âNo matter, my dear. More than a few of my late motherâs pieces have gone missing. Not even the most valuable ones, but often the prettiest. Thatâs how you know itâs a maidâs fingers at work.â
Arranging her hat more firmly atop her head, she goes to the door. âIâm off to visit a few friends who were not well enough for last nightâs ball. If Iâm not back by the time you leave for London, I wish you a pleasant trip.â
She says it in a way that suggests sheâs anything but happy Iâm going to the city. Grace has repeated several times that she doesnât think Londonâs the place for an âimpressionableâ young girl.
I glance at the enormous traveling case beside the bed, which Elsie helped me pack. âThank you,â I say. âIâm well prepared for every eventuality, as you can see.â
As I settle back down in front of the fire, the clock in the hall strikes nine, and I resolve to give George just one more hour in bed before I wake him myself. We canât miss the midday coach from Bath if weâre to make the overnight stop in Reading.
Putting my letter aside, I spend the next hour reading by the fire. We had books on the farm, but nothing like here. The housekeeper, Mrs. Whiting, a sallow older woman with fading red hair, looked suspicious when I asked for a key to the library, but she grudgingly gave it all the same. Most of the volumes I came across were monstrously dullâcollections of legal papers, or obscure histories of European cultureâbut among them I found the novels of Defoe and Scott.
Iâm racing toward the end of Robinson Crusoe when the gilded grandfather clock in the hall strikes ten. Annoyed, I ring for Mr. Carrick to ask if heâs seen George.
âI believe heâs left for London, my lady,â he says.
âLeft? Without me?â
âHe took breakfast early.â
âBut weâre leaving together,â I say.
Carrick frowns. âIt seems that is not the case. May I help you in any other matter, my lady?â
When I shake my head, still mulling my brotherâs departure, Carrick swiftly takes his leave.
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George isnât in his rooms. The fireplace in his bedchamber is empty, and the room is bathed in a cold gray light that makes me shiver.
Someoneâs walking over my grave , I think, and