was very little on fishing, for the talk of the morning made a merry-go-round in my head.
I had moments of considering the whole business a farce, and wondering if I had not made a fool of myself in consenting to it. But I could not continue long in that mood. The professorâs ardent face would come before me like a reproachful schoolmasterâs, and under those compelling eyes of his I was forced back into something which was acquiescence, if not conviction. There was a shadow of anxiety at the back of my mind. The man was an extraordinary force, with elemental powers of brain and will; was it wise to let such an influence loose on commonplace people who happened to be at the moment a little loose from their moorings? I was not afraid of myself, but what about the high-strung Sally, and the concussed Reggie, and Charles Ottery in the throes of an emotional crisis? I kept telling myself that there was no danger, that nothing could happen . . . And then I discovered, to my amazement, that, if that forecast proved true, I should be disappointed. I wanted something to happen. Nay, I believed at the bottom of my heart that something would happen.
In the smoking room, before dinner, I found Charles Ottery and Reggie Dakerâa rather pale and subdued Reggie, with a bandage round his head and a black eye. They were talking on the window seat, and when I entered they suddenly stopped. When they saw who it was, Charles called to me to join them.
âI hear youâre in this business, Ned,â he said. âI got the surprise of my life when the professor told me that you had consented. Itâs a new line of country for a staid old bird like you.â
âThe manâs a genius,â I replied. âI see no harm in helping him in his experiment. Did you understand his argument?â
âI didnât try. He didnât argue much, but one could see that he had any quantity of scientific stuff behind him. He hopes to make us dream while weâre awake, and I thought it such a sporting proposition that I couldnât refuse. It must all be kept deadly secret, of course. We have to get into the right atmosphere, and tune our minds to the proper pitch, and it would never do to rope in a born idiot like George Lamington. Heâd guy it from the start.â
âYou were convinced by the professor?â I asked.
âI wonât say convinced. I was interested. Itâs an amusing game anyhow, and I want to be amused.â
Charles spoke with a lightness which seemed to me to be assumed. He had obviously been far more impressed than he cared to admit. I could see that, since Pamela was giving him a difficult time, he longed for something to distract him, something which was associated with that world of new emotions in which he was living.
The ladyâs other suitor made no concealment. Reggie was honestly excited. He was flattered, perhaps, by being made one of the circle, and may have attributed his choice to his new role as an authority on books. At last he was being taken seriously. Also his recent concussion may have predisposed him to some research into the mysteries of mind, for as he explained, he could not remember one blessed thing that happened between putting Sir Vidas at a fence which he cleared with a yard to spare, and finding himself in bed with clouts on his head. He was insistent on the need of confidence in the experiment. âWhat I mean to say is, weâve got to help the old boy out. If we donât believe the thing will come off, then it wonâtâif you see what I mean.â
He dropped his voice as Evelyn Flambard and his terriers came noisily into the room.
As I was going upstairs to dress, I found Goodeveâs hand on my shoulder.
âI hear youâre on in this piece,â he whispered jovially, as if the whole thing was a good joke.
âAnd you?â I whispered back.
âOh, Iâm on. I rather like these psychical adventures.