believe I was ready to go home. Altogether it had not been a real good day.
Rawnie and I walked back past hooting and stuff from the guys hanging out again, and this time I hardly even noticed.
âIt was good you hit Brent even though you got in trouble,â Rawnie said.
âYou think so?â I figured one of two things would happen: Either the buttheads who went to that school would respect me a little and let me alone, or they would keep trying the same thing to see if they could get me in trouble again. I wasnât looking forward to finding out which way things went.
Rawnie said, âYeah. I think you gotta stand up for yourself. People in general, I mean, gotta stand up for themselves. And, you know, other people too.â
I was too bummed to really hear what she was saying.
When we got close to home we cut through an alley, and Rawnie dawdled a little, bouncing through some dance moves and reading the graffiti. There was something spray-painted on every garage door, every shed, and every concrete-block wall. Some of it was serious, like SAVE THE OCEANS and LOVE AND ACID AND SMACK , NO WAY BACK . Some of it was funny, like MR . K WEARS SATIN PANTIES . And most of it was just plain gross. Some of it was so gross I didnât even know what it meant, but I didnât want to say so.
âSee what I mean?â Rawnie said when we got to our street.
âSee what you mean about what?â
âAbout yourâuh, about Spook House McCogg. How come nobody ever spray-paints anything around her place?â
âI dunno.â We were home. Well, it didnât feel like home, but we were there, in front of the house. âWell, uh, bye.â I wanted to say thanks to Rawnie, but sheâd told me not to. âSee you tomorrow. Unless I just happen to get sick.â
She giggled and said, âYou thinking about being sick?â
âIâd love to, but I donât think my dad would fall for it.â He hardly ever let me miss school.
âHeâs nice, but heâs not stupid, huh?â
âRight. Well, see ya.â
âSee ya.â
When I got inside, Gus was sitting at the kitchen table like she might have been waiting for me. âHow was school?â she asked.
â Won derful,â I told her, real sarcastic, and I dumped my books on the table hard. I had lugged home every book because I had to cover them all, and I had assignments in most of them, and altogether I didnât need her of all people asking me how school was right then.
She just looked at me, and then she said, âWell, good,â and she got up and went outside.
I watched dumb cartoons for a couple of hours, and then Gus came in and started fixing supper and called me to help her. I sighed and rolled my eyes before I went into the kitchen. Gus asked me to set the table and said, âSo how was school, really?â
I just shrugged. Even if she was my real mother or my father I still wouldnât have told her much. What happens at school is for kids to know and adults to wish they could find out. But she stood and stared at me until I had to say something, so I muttered, âGreat.â
âThat bad? What happened?â
âNothing. I was late to everything and Iâve got a ton of homework and sixteen books to cover, thatâs all.â
âI can cover the books for you,â she said.
I didnât want her doing anything for me, but I didnât want to do it myself either. I didnât know what to say, so I mumbled, âWhatâs for supper?â
âHamburgs.â
âAw, crud, I had hamburgs for lunch.â
Gusâs burgers were a lot better than the schoolâs, though. And right after supper Gus went and scrounged around in one of the spare bedrooms and came out with about a dozen rolls of wallpaper.
âThis stuff makes great book covers,â she said. âLasts like iron.â
âSounds good to me.â That was my