wedding day, no sex with anyone other than Brad?â
âCertainly not.â
âAnd Brad?â I asked, casually. âWas he faithful, too?â
âOf course,â she replied in a slightly insulted tone.
I didnât believe her for a second, but everyone has her pride.
âWhat about since the divorce? Please donât tell me youâve been celibate.â
âI did have one minor sexual . . . encounter,â Sophie confided, again with a glance to determine possible eavesdroppers. âIt was before I moved back East. I met this man at a museum and he asked me out for dinner the next night. We had a nice time and then we went back to his house and, well, we fooled around a bit, but . . . I just couldnât go through with it. It was too soon after the divorce.â
âAnd you never heard from him again.â
âOf course. But I donât feel bad that things didnât work out. He wasnât really my type, for a relationship, I mean. But I do wish Iâd had the nerve to go, you know, all the way.â
All the way? I refrained from laughing at the use of such a quaint turn of phrase. âWell,â I said, with as much sympathy as I could muster, âthereâs always another man. Youâll get your chance.â
Sophie looked doubtful. âI hope so. There are so many attractive women in this city and theyâre all so much younger than I am. Then again, Southern California was even more crowded with starlet types.â
âYouâll do okay,â I said. âYour clothes could use some work and you need to get rid of that gray, but your skin is good. You maintained your figure. What I can see of it, anyway, under that floppy jacket. Have you considered contacts?â
Sophie shook her head.
âWell, think about it. Iâll give you the name of my colorist, too.â
âOh. Thanks.â Sophie busied herself with her napkin, wiping an invisible spot of dirt off the bar.
Realizing I hadnât exactly been encouraging I introduced a topic Sophie would find of interest. See? I do have some social graces.
âJakeâthatâs your sonâs name, isnât it?â
Sophieâs head shot up and she smiled. âYes. Jacob Michael. Michael is my fatherâs name.â
âHow nice,â I said. What else? And then I remembered that mothers and grandmothers carried photos in their wallets. Mine had, anyway. I thought again about the photos Sophie had once been in the habit of sending meâJake on a department-store Santaâs lap; Jake at his graduation from kindergarten; Jake in a school play.
âDo you have any recent pictures with you?â I asked.
Sophie reached for her purse, a sort of backpack, the kind used for, Iâm told, hiking. âIâm embarrassed to admit that I donât!â she said. âI used to be much better at that sort of thing. I could show you a picture taken when he was in third grade?â
âNo, no, thatâs fine,â I said. âReally. Next time.â
Sophie put her cumbersome bag back on the floor. I was relieved. I know I had asked to see the photos but I am terribly unskilled at oooohing and aaaahing.
âYou know,â Sophie said then, âIâve been wondering about something. Back in college you used to talk about writing childrenâs books.â
âI did?â I asked. âYouâre kidding.â
âNo, really. But I guess that answers my question. You havenât written a book?â
A bit of memory flickered to light. âNo,â I said firmly. âAnd if I did write a book it certainly wouldnât be for children.â
âI remember like it was yesterday, how you used to talk about wanting to write a novel that would become a childrenâs classic.â
A little overambitious of me, I thought. âWell,â I said with some impatience, âwe all âused toâ do and say a lot of
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