times during the night. She hated milking the cow, which was stubborn and cross, and smelled bad. It had been days since sheâd gotten more than a distant glimpse at Nat, which meant that it felt like years since sheâd had any reason to be happy. Her temper got the better of her self-control, and she snapped, âI think the First Laws are stupid and ridiculous, if all they do is keep people who love each other apart!â
Pruâs eyes went wide. To deny the justice of the First Lawsâit wasnât done. But Elizabeth knew that wasnât the part that had shocked her friend.
âIs Nat Porter in love with you?â Pru said, sounding incredulous. âReally and truly?â
No. Elizabeth knew he wasnât. âMaybe my words were too strong. But heâsâheâs taken with me, Pru. Itâs not like it was a few months ago. He sees me now.â
âWhat does that matter?â Now Pru hopped off the fence to come closer. âFirst of all, it wasnât that long ago that Nat was thinking of marrying another girl. Itâs not as though she spurned his affections. Sheâs sick, is all.â
âIf he forgot her so quickly, then it wasnât really love, was it?â Elizabeth demanded. She tried very hard not to remember that Natâs only distractions from that other girl were the ones Elizabeth herself had caused. Soon sheâd have the spells she needed; soon the love Nat would feel for her would eclipse anything heâd ever felt for Rebecca Hornby.
Pru hesitated at that. âWell. Maybe not. I wouldnât know. But thatâs beside the point. You canât marry Nat. Itâs impossible.â
âImpossible! Impossible! I hate that word.â Elizabeth had so rarely spoken her mind before. It turned out to feel glorious, like flying. âWeâre witches! We melt ice in January and make it in July. We pull crops from barren fields. We bring the sick back from the brink of death. We take fire, wind, water, and spirit and turn them into our tools. Our playthings. So why do we spend so much time talking about whatâs impossible? Nothingâs impossible, Pru, except that our rules make it so. Iâm tired of those rules. Why arenât you?â
For a few long moments Pru didnât speak, and when she did, her voice was low and controlled, the way someone might talk to a horse that had been spooked. âYouâre upset. Youâre not thinking clearly.â
âIâm upset,â Elizabeth agreed, âbut Iâm thinking very clearly. Iâve never seen things so clearly in my life.â
âYou canât break one of the First Laws, Elizabeth. You canât. You know that.â
âOr what? Widow Porter will scold me as though I were a bad little girl, take away my charms? Near as I can see, she can only do that if I let her, and I wouldnât.â
Pru stumbled backward until she collided with the fence; her hands gripped it, and it seemed as if she were bracing herself against Elizabethâs words. How shocking it must be to hear the truth, Elizabeth thought. But if Pru thinks about it, really thinks, sheâll see that Iâm right.
âElizabethâplease, please think about what youâre saying.â Pruâs lower lip trembled. âIf you go against Widow Porter, you go against the coven. Youâd be cast out. Friendless.â
âWhy? Would you turn your back on me, too?â
Instead of answering that question, Pru went on. âAre you thinking that Nat would run away with you? Heâd never leave his mother alone with no one to look out for her. Heâd never want to leave his friends. His plan was always to bring Rebecca Hornby back here, remember?â
With a shrug, Elizabeth began tucking her escaped curls back into her cap. âWell, now heâs not thinking of her any longer. Heâs thinking of me. So everything can change.â
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