of the Fallen Angels. I had to get my name off the suspect list and that meant finding Roryâs murderer. We needed to compare stories. Shaking off her gaze, I took a bite of my chicken salad. I didnât understand why she didnât want the club to get together.
âEveryone will want to meet,â I said. âWe have to talk about Roryâs death.â I leaned in for emphasis. âHe was killed the same way as the guy in the clubâs book.â
âHollis, youâre not listening. I donât think itâs a good idea.â She repeated her words as if putting an objection on record. âDonât you think that with our backgrounds itâll look like we tried to cover things up?â
âI hear you.â I decided to start over. âClearly, youâre not hearing me. Like you said, itâs not like weâre just some ordinary book club. We all have reasons for getting this thing resolved fast. We need to talk about what happened.â
âI know. Thatâs my point. I donât want it to look like some group conspiracy to come up with a story. Thatâs how I got into trouble in the first place.â Abbyâs face was flushed and her hand shook as she reached for her glass of water. I often wondered why she had served time, but she never offered to tell me and I was too polite to ask. I took our clubâs oath of âdonât ask, donât tellâ to heart.
I pretended not to see her reaction. My head didnât itch, but I scratched it anyway. âYou just canât run away from the fact that Rory was killed like the villain in a book our club read. Doesnât that worry an ex-con like you?â
Her jaw tightened. âYes, it does. Donât you get it? Iâm sick and tired of worrying.â Her voice rose. âIâm sick and tired of jumping every time I hear a door slam. Of sitting up every time I hear a bell ring.â
âAbbyââ
âHonestly, Iâm sorry about Rory.â She was loud enough to attract the attention of the diners at the next table. âYet I canât ⦠I canât care about him.â
I lowered my voice. âListen to me. You need to care who might have killed him. We may all be in trouble.â
Abby ran her ringed fingers through her hair. âOkay, okay. Iâll call a meeting and set a date as soon as I hear back from the others.â
Without another word, she wiped her mouth with a napkin, got up and left me there to finish my salad.
For once I didnât feel like dashing back to work. I ordered another cup of tea and pondered the Fallen Angels. The club had helped save my sanity. It was like my personal halfway house. I didnât have to hide who I was; we all shared a life-altering experience. I had a hard time thinking people who loved books were anything but basically good. Still, I had to face the real possibility that one of my book-reading kindred spirit club members might have killed Rory.
Iâd grown comfortable with the group when it was just the original members, but a few weeks ago Richard had wanted to add one moreâRena.
I wasnât thrilled. âNot so fast. Iâm not trying to be a spoiler, but weâve lasted as a group these past three years because of the trust weâve built up over time.â
âI canât believe youâre so resistant,â Abby said. âYouâre the one who always complains about how limited our viewpoints are. Jeffry and Richard checked her out. Now we have an opportunity to reach out to someone else whoâs looking for a connection back to the real world, and youâre up in arms, arguing âno change.â â
She was right, of course. Jeffry Wallace was another thing we had in common. He had been the parole officer for all of us at one time or another. There were very few people in this world I trusted unconditionally. Actually, there was only one, Jeffry. The
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