washcloth first at Thad and then at the open magazine on the table. âThad, you got your pound of flesh out of this. People got their pound of flesh out of this. And Frederick Clawson got jack shit . . . which was just what he deserved. â
âThanks,â he said.
She shrugged. âSure. You bleed too much sometimes, Thad. â
âIs that the trouble?â
âYesâ all the trouble . . . William, honestly! Thad, if youâd help me just a littleââ
Thad closed the magazine and carried Will into the twinsâ bedroom behind Liz, who had Wendy. The chubby baby was warm and pleasantly heavy, his arms slung casually around Thadâs neck as he goggled at everything with his usual interest. Liz laid Wendy down on one changing table; Thad laid Will down on the other. They swapped dry diapers for soggy ones, Liz moving a little faster than Thad.
âWell,â Thad said, âweâve been in People magazine, and thatâs the end of that. Right?â
âYes,â she said, and smiled. Something in that smile did not ring quite true to Thad, but he remembered his own weird laughing fit and decided to leave it be. Sometimes he was just not very sure about thingsâit was a kind of mental analogue to his physical clumsinessâand then he picked away at Liz. She rarely snapped at him about it, but sometimes he could see a tiredness creep into her eyes when he went on too long. What had she said? You bleed too much sometimes, Thad.
He pinned Willâs diapers closed, keeping a forearm on the wriggling but cheerful babyâs stomach while he worked so Will wouldnât roll off the table and kill himself, as he seemed determined to do.
âBugguyrah!â Will cried.
âYeah,â Thad agreed.
âDivvit!â Wendy yelled.
Thad nodded. âThat makes sense, too. â
âItâs good to have him dead,â Liz said suddenly.
Thad looked up. He considered for a moment, then nodded. There was no need to specify who he was; they both knew. âYeah. â
âI didnât like him much. â
Thatâs a hell of a thing to say about your husband, he almost replied, then didnât. It wasnât odd, because she wasnât talking about him. George Startâs methods of writing hadnât been the only essential difference between the two of them.
âI didnât, either,â he said. âWhatâs for supper?â
Two
BREAKING UP HOUSEKEEPING
1
That night Thad had a nightmare. He woke from it near tears and trembling like a puppy caught out in a thunderstorm. He was with George Stark in the dream, only George was a real estate agent instead of a writer, and he was always standing just behind Thad, so he was only a voice and a shadow.
2
The Darwin Press author-sheetâwhich Thad had written just before starting Oxford Blues, the second George Stark opusâstated that Stark drove âa 1967 GMC pick-up truck held together by prayer and primer paint.â In the dream, however, they had been riding in a dead-black Toronado, and Thad knew he had gotten the pick-up truck part wrong. This was what Stark drove. This jet-propelled hearse.
The Toronado was jacked in the back and didnât look like a realtorâs car at all. What it looked like was something a third-echelon mobster might drive around in. Thad looked over his shoulder at it as they walked toward the house Stark was for some reason showing him. He thought he would see Stark, and an icicle of sharp fear slid into his heart. But now Stark was standing just behind his other shoulder (although Thad had no idea how he could have gotten there so fast and so soundlessly), and all he could see was the car, a steel tarantula gleaming in the sunlight. There was a sticker on the high-rise rear bumper. HIGH-TONED SON OF A BITCH, it read. The words were flanked left and right by a skull and crossbones.
The house Stark had driven him to was