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nothing left of me. I refuse to do that. I will not do that.
    Nicasia’s wrong about me. I don’t desire to do as well in the tournament as one of the fey. I want to win. I do not yearn to be their equal.
    In my heart, I yearn to best them.

O n our way home, Taryn stops and picks blackberries beside the Lake of Masks. I sit on a rock in the moonlight and deliberately do not look into the water. The lake doesn’t reflect your own face—it shows you someone else who has looked or will look into it. When I was little, I used to sit at the bank all day, staring at faerie countenances instead of my own, hoping that I might someday catch a glimpse of my mother looking back at me.
    Eventually, it hurt too much to try.
    â€œAre you going to quit the tournament?” Taryn asks, shoveling a handful of berries into her mouth. We are hungry children. Already we are taller than Vivi, our hips wider, and our breasts heavier.
    I open my basket and take out a dirty plum, wiping it on my shirt. It’s still more or less edible. I eat it slowly, considering. “You mean because of Cardan and his Court of Jerks?”
    She frowns with an expression just like one I might make if she was being particularly thickheaded. “Do you know what they call us?” she demands. “
The Circle of Worms
.”
    I hurl the pit at the water, watching ripples destroy the possibility of any reflections. My lip curls.
    â€œYou’re littering in a magical lake,” she tells me.
    â€œIt’ll rot,” I say. “And so will we. They’re right. We are the Circle of Worms. We’re mortal. We don’t have forever to wait for them to let us do the things we want. I don’t care if they don’t like my being in the tournament. Once I become a knight, I’ll be beyond their reach.”
    â€œDo you think Madoc’s going to allow that?” Taryn asks, giving up on the bush after the brambles make her fingers bleed. “Answering to someone other than him?”
    â€œWhat else has he been training us for?” I ask. Wordlessly, we fall into step together, making our way home.
    â€œNot me.” She shakes her head. “I am going to fall in love.”
    I am surprised into laughter. “So you’ve just decided? I didn’t think it worked like that. I thought love was supposed to happen when you least expected it, like a sap to the skull.”
    â€œWell, I
have
decided,” she says. I consider mentioning her last ill-fated decision—the one about having fun at the revel—but that will just annoy her. Instead, I try to imagine someone she might fall in love with. Maybe it will be a merrow, and he will give her the gift of breathing underwater and a crown of pearls and take her to his bed under the sea.
    Actually, that sounds amazing. Maybe I am making all the wrong choices.
    â€œHow much do you like swimming?” I ask her.
    â€œWhat?” she asks.
    â€œNothing,” I say.
    She, suspecting some sort of teasing, elbows me in the side.
    We head through the Crooked Forest, with its bent trunks, since the Milkwood is dangerous at night. We have to stop to let some root men pass, for fear they might step on us if we didn’t keep out of their way. Moss covers their shoulders and crawls up their bark cheeks. Wind whistles through their ribs.
    They make a beautiful and solemn procession.
    â€œIf you’re so sure Madoc is going to give you permission, why haven’t you asked him yet?” Taryn whispers. “The tournament is only three days away.”
    Anyone can fight in the Summer Tournament, but if I want to be a knight, I must declare my candidacy by wearing a green sash across my chest. And if Madoc will not allow me that, then no amount of skill will help me. I will not be a candidate, and I will not be chosen.
    I am glad the root men give me an excuse not to answer, because, of course, she’s right. I haven’t asked Madoc because