not?â
âHow do you mean?â
âWe know many people who have occupied different bodies.â
As he says it, I canât help but think of Moms. Sheâs always been many people occupying just one body. I canât seem to hate her anymore.
âYeah. Many into one. Like the Conformity.â
âYes. You and I, we contain multitudes.â
âLegion.â
âYes. I am curious, though. How did you manage it?â
âManage what?â
âYour ability to fly. Have you been hiding that ability?â
âNo.â
Priest rocks with the movement of the elevator. Weâre descending far, far into the earth. The air is cool and somewhat wet. If the lights went out, I would scream.
Weariness descends on me. Suddenly my legs feel weak and my head spins.
Oh, man, Jack sends. Thatâs one helluva hangover.
Thereâs a bench at the back of the elevator. I sit there, waiting until my head stops spinning.
âYou do not look so well, Shreve,â Priest says, concern in his voice.
âItâs the letdown. Bernard hit us with a shot of rhythm, and nowââ
âAh. The aftereffects have begun to set in.â He shakes his head. âExtranatural abilities are wondrousâa higher rung in human developmentâbut the ascent comes at a cost. As in all things.â
I can only nod and cradle my head in my hands. Jack doesnât seem to be faring much better.
âPardon my curiosity. But in all my long yearsâand I mean sheaves of yearsâI have never known any extranatural to develop new powers so late in life.â He shakes his head. âItâs one of the great fallacies of the old to believe that they have experienced it all. I am not immune. This revelation of your undiscovered talent came as a shock to me. And I do not relish shocks.â
I look at Jack, and heâs got this wary look on his face, like weâre speaking gibberish to each otherâwhich I guess we are. But I wanted him here, so I wink, and I can see him settle.
Is this guy for real? Jack sends.
Yeah. He is.
I donât like him. Heâs too much like Quincrux, Jack concludes.
He is, but he isnât. I donât know. Maybe itâs because some of Booth is in there too.
Well, if shit goes pervy, Iâm blasting him, Jack sends, matter-of-fact. And he will, I have no doubt. The force he released at the Conformity soldier was monumental, like the raw energies of the universe. The anger behind it was equally wild.
Sssh. I donât know if he can overhear us.
Screw that, Jack says.
During my exchange with Jack, Priest remains staring at me, hands crossed over his cane.
âSo you want to know how I did it,â I say to him.
He inclines his head slightly.
I gnaw my lip.
âIâm a thief.â In my mind, when I thought of my response, it sounded cool, tough. But now that my mouth has made the words, it sounds terribly vulnerable stated so baldly. And I hate it about myself. I take and I take and I give nothing back.
âAll you can think about is yourself, Shree,â Moms said, so long ago. And she was right.
Priest purses his lips and lowers his head, thinking.
Jack and I are exchanging glances when he raises his head and says, âI think the reality of it is more complicated. Let me ask you a question.â
âOkay. Shoot.â
âCan you take my humor?â
âHumor?â
âA poor example. Can you take my personality?â
âNo. But I can take your memories.â
That troubles him; his face clouds. âThis is, unfortunately, true. I cannot express to you how sorry I am that you ever were in a situation where that seemed your only option.â
Damn it if a tear doesnât bead his eye. I donât know what to say to the man.
âYou can take memories, but can you take my personality? Can you take my humor? Can you take my beliefs? My love of music? My abhorrence of poverty? And I