trunks, each of them nearly large enough for her to stand up inside, stacked one on top of the other. A pang struck her. Papa had teased her mercilessly about traveling with so much luggage. Youâd never make it on a cattle drive, heâd said.
God, how she missed Holt McKettrick in that moment. His strength, his common sense, his innate ability to deal ably with whatever adversity dared present itself.
Think, Lizzie, she told herself. Fretting is useless.
Chewing on her lower lip, she pondered. Of course the coat and her other woolen garments were in the red trunk, and it was on the bottom. If she dislodged the other twoâwhich would be a Herculean feat in its own right, involving much climbing and a lot of pushingâ would the inevitable jolts send the passenger car, so precariously tilted, plummeting to the bottom of the ravine?
She decided to proceed to the freight car and think about the trunks on the way back. It was very possible, after all, that orders of blankets and coats and stockings andâplease, God, food âmight be found there, originally destined for the mercantile in Indian Rock, thus alleviating the need to rummage through her trunks.
Getting into the freight car proved impossibleâthe door was frozen shut, and no amount of kicking, pounding and latch wrenching availed. She finally lowered herself to the ground, by means of another small ladder, and the snow came up under her skirts to soak through her woolen bloomers and sting her thighs. She was perilously close to the edge, tooâone slip and she would slide helplessly down the steep bank.
At least the hard work of moving at all warmed her a bit. Clinging to the side of the car with both hands, she made her precarious way along it. Her feet gave way once, and only her numb grip on the iron edging at the base of the car kept her from tumbling to her death.
After what seemed like hours, she reached the rear of the freight car. Somewhere in the thinning darkness, a wolf howled, the sound echoing inside Lizzie, ancient and forlorn.
Buck up, she ordered herself. Keep going.
Behind the freight car was the caboose, painted a cheery red. And, glory be, a chimney jutted from its roof. Where there was a chimney, there was a stove, and where there was a stoveâ Blessed warmth.
Forgoing the freight car for the time being, Lizzie decided to explore the caboose instead.
She had to wade through more snow, and nearly lost her footing again, but when she got to the door, it opened easily. She slipped inside, breathless, teeth chattering. Somewhere along the way, sheâd lost her scarf, so her ears throbbed with cold, fit to fall right off her head. There was a stove, a squat, pot-bellied one, hardly larger than the kettle Lorelei used for rendering lard at home. And on top of that stove, miraculously still in place after the jarring impact of the avalanche, stood a coffee pot. Peering inside a small cupboard near the stove, she saw a few precious provisionsâa tin of coffee, a bag of sugar, a wedge of yellow cheese.
Lizzie gave a ranch-girl whoop, then slapped a hand over her mouth. Raised in the high country from the time she was twelve, she knew that when the snowwas so deep, any sudden sound could bring most of the mountainside thundering down on top of them. She listened, too scared to breathe, for an ominous rumble overhead, but none came.
She assessed the long, benchlike seats lining the sides of the car. Room for everyone to lie down and sleep.
Yes, the caboose would do nicely.
She forced herself to go outside againâeven the sight of that stove, cold as it was, had warmed her a little. The freight car proved as impenetrable from the rear door as from the first one Lizzie had tried, but she was much heartened, just the same. Morgan, Whitley and the peddler would be able to get inside.
She was making her way back along the side of the train, every step carefully considered, both hands grasping the side, when
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