stubborn stain on the floor with the Swiffer a couple of times. âYouâll get back to normal once youâre not sleep deprived. Just go with the flow. This is normal for now. Donât waste what energy you do have fighting it.â
âI canât just hang around the house forever. Iâm going to have to go to work again.â
âBut not yet. Take whatever time you need. Weâll work around you.â
Edieâs expression sharpened. âWhat do you mean?â
Her reaction surprised me. âJust what I said. Take whatever time you need.â
âYou donât want me back?â
I stopped scrubbing the floor and searched her face for some indication that she was joking. I didnât find one. âOf course we want you back. But I want you happy when you come back, and you wonât be happy if youâre stillââ I realized that I might be going the wrong way with that thought and shifted directions. âIf youâre not ready. Thatâs all I mean.â
âI should have known this would happen,â Edie said. âOut of sight, out of mind.â
Dumbfounded, I leaned the mop against the counter and sat down beside her. Iâd been trying to shield her from the reality of life at Zydeco minus Edie, but maybe Iâd been wrong. âThatâs absolutely
not
true,â I said. âWeâre desperate to get you back. We need you. We canât do what we do without you. But I am not going to rush you. I want you back when the time is right.â
âI guess this temp person is doing all right then?â
âHardly.â I told her about Danielle quitting and Estelleâs idea for a replacement, and then because Iâd already told hereverything else, I even told her about Oxâs concerns. âSo I donât know,â I said as I wound up. âZoey might work out and she might not, but weâll keep muddling through until you come back.â
Edie sighed deeply, but I thought she seemed a little less worried since Iâd been honest with her. âWhat if Zoey turns out to be amazing?â
I laughed. âI suppose thatâs possible, but what are the odds? Iâm batting oh-for-three in the receptionist arena right now. If she turns out to be amazing, Iâll give her a great recommendation when she leaves but sheâs not taking your job. I promise.â
Edie seemed to accept that, so while she made tea, I got up and finished the floor. I left thirty minutes later, utterly exhausted. My arms and legs ached, and my eyes felt gritty with fatigue. It had been a long day, and I hadnât done a single useful thing at work.
Give me physical labor over people problems any day of the week
, I thought as I aimed the Range Rover toward home.
Four
I picked up a burger and fries on my way home from Edieâs, ate quickly, and crawled into bed a little after eleven. Even though I was almost dead on my feet, I had so many things on my mind I thought Iâd lie awake worrying, but I must have fallen asleep as soon as my head touched the pillow because the next thing I knew my alarm was going off.
The snooze button tempted me, but with payroll figures to pull together before five, a company blog post to write for the Zydeco website, and lunch with Simoneâin addition to a few thousand fondant beads to createâI had a busy day ahead. I crawled out of bed reluctantly, put on a pot of coffee, and stepped into the shower while it brewed. I gulped down one cup while I dressed and nursed another as I drove to work.
Iâd wanted to get a jump on the day, so it was only a little after seven when I pulled into the parking lot. To my surprise, the employee lot was full; I realized that I was the last to arrive. The staffâs dedication to the job is just one of thethings I appreciate about them. Theyâve become like family to me since I moved to New Orleans. My evening with Edie and the baby had left