figuring this out.
âWhat do we do?â asked Jo.
âI donât know,â I said. âMaybe we should act really uptight, so they get the idea.â
âMaybe.â She tilted her head with a mischievous expression. âIf it
is
a date, whoâs going out with who? Nuri sat down across from you and Omar sat down across from me.â
I felt a stab of anxiety. If I was going to be tricked into a date, I didnât want it to be with the wrong person.
âDo you really think Omar would sell us out like this?â Joâs expression had turned serious.
âNo, I donât think so,â I said. âLetâs just see what happens.â
We went back out with primly downcast eyes. I planned to stay as quiet as possible, but Nuri was a lively conversationalist, and I was soon sucked in.
âI canât believe youâre going to teach American history,â he said to me over the rim of his coffee cup. His English was excellent, and lethal. âThese kids donât even know their own history. This is exactly the kind of western cultural takeover Egypt is turning a blind eye on.â
âIâd rather teach them their own history,â I said, âbut I didnât set my class schedule.â
âWhen we try to teach our own interpretation of Middle East history, we get in trouble with the accreditation people,â said Omar in my defense. âThey watch what goes on in schools that use the American curriculum.â
Nuri looked disgusted. âPerhaps, perhaps. But itâs fashionable among Egyptian kids now to be illiterate in Arabic. Can you believe it?â
âThatâs an exaggeration,â Omar scoffed.
Nuri grinned. âYou used to be very concerned about the decay of the Arabic language
ya
Omar.â He turned to us. âDid you know that he refused to speak English for almost seven years?â
âI got more moderate after that,â Omar said sheepishly, then paused. âNow itâs difficultâI have liberal friends and conservative friends, Egyptian friends,
khawagga
friends, this religion and that one. I have no frame of reference.â
âTo hell with your frame of reference!â said Nuri, tilting his coffee cup up to drain it. âWe must make up our own. We must be good people before we are anything else.â
âItâs isolating,â said Omar quietly. âWithout a viewpoint that is even a little mainstream, itâs isolating.â
I looked up at him, surprised.
âI know exactly what you mean,â I said.
Later, when Omar dropped Jo and me off at our apartment, Jo found a delicate way to ask whether we had, in fact, just been on a date.
âNo!â said Omar, and laughed. âI brought Nuri because he is one of the only men I know who can see women as friends. So I trusted him. No, that was not a date.â
âOh good!â Jo laughed, too. âWe didnât think youâd do that to us, but we had to check.â
As Omarâs cab disappeared into the dust, I felt less relief than regret. Jo and I kicked off our shoes at the door and went into the kitchen to eat mangoes. I lay my head on the chilly granite counter.
âI have a crush,â I said.
Joâs eyes went wide. âReally?â
âYeah.â
âHow bad is it?â
âPretty bad. Very bad.â
She paused with a mango in her hands. âIs that a good idea?â
âIâm almost sure itâs a terrible idea.â
âWhat are you going to do?â Jo slid a knife under the mangoâs skin, releasing a flowery scent into the air.
âMaybe nothing.â I lifted my head and pouted at her. âItâs too complicated.â It was, I thought, the politest way to say what I was thinking. In my mind, the idea that Middle Eastern men were dangerous misogynists was an established fact. I had been told as much on television and in newspapers and on film. My
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