turned back to taking off his gear. âMy room.â
She took a deep breath. âAll right.â
He was surprised that she relented. âHereâs my key. Iâll be there in five.â He handed it to her, and she snatched it, looking around furtively, which almost made him smile. Darla did not do sneaky well. She was more sweet than sneaky. She must have something big on her mind if she was willing to rendezvous with him. Idly, he wondered about it, decided heâd never understand the mysteries of the female mind, and promptly dismissed it. She was probably going to do the guilt trip thing, like how the night theyâd spent together hadnâtmeant anything, and now that she was getting married, if he would keep the little detail about their evening under his hat, sheâd be eternally grateful, blah-blah-blah.
Heâd act as if it hadnât meant a thing to him, either, and let her go on to her newly married life with a clear conscience.
But first he let her stew in her juices for a little bit. Then he followed after her, tapping on his door. She let him in.
âWell? Whatâs so urgent?â He put Iâm a busy man in his voice, so sheâd get her soliloquy over with, thereby sparing both of them the agony.
Darlaâs eyes were huge as she stared at him; he could tell she was nervous. Judah kept his gaze away from her belly. Looking at her, knowing she was pregnant, was killing him. No man should be in love with a woman and know she was carrying another manâs child.
âIâm pregnant.â
âI can see that. Congratulations.â
âThank you.â She swallowed. âCongratulations to you as well.â
âYeah. It was a lucky ride. I need a couple more tomorrow.â He didnât look toward his bed, because if he did, heâd be tempted to drag Darla there. And he was a gentleman. Barely.
âI mean, congratulations to you, because youâre having a baby, too.â
He laughed. âNot me. Iâmââ He stopped, looked at her carefully. Her face was drained of color. âYouâre not sayingââ
She nodded. âIâm afraid so.â
He stared at her, gazing deep into her eyes. Darla was not a dishonest woman. She wouldnât tell him this unless she believed it to be true. âI donât get it. How?â
âI donât know! Maybe there was a tear.â She glared at him. âYouâd know better than me.â
He blinked. The condoms had been given to him by Creed at his bachelor party. The side of the box had read For The Guy Whoâs Large and In Charge. Judah remembered vaguely thinking all that might be true, and that it was pretty damn competitive of Creed to try to keep the other brothers from getting themselves in the family way, just so he could stay in the lead for the ranch.
Judah sank into a cracked vinyl chair near a tiny round table. âWhy are you telling me this now?â
She breathed in deeply, obviously trying to calm herself. âI wasnât going to tell you at all. But then I realized that was wrong. I donât want to have secret babies.â
âBabies?â His heart ground to a halt in his chest. âBabies?â
She nodded. âWeâre having twins.â
Judahâs world opened up, chasmlike. His pulse jumped, more fiercely than when heâd been on the back of Lightfoot. âYou say weâreââ
âYes.â
He passed a hand across his forehead, realized he was sweating under his hat. âI donât mean to be coarse, but how do you know that youâre pregnant by me and not by your fiancé?â He wasnât about to say the manâs name.
âBecause Iâve never slept with him.â
âWhy not? Not to be indelicateââ
âIt doesnât matter,â Darla said. âWe donât have that kind of relationship.â
Maybe the man was an idiot. Maybe his thing