moment, awash in conflicting emotions. Judah scared her to death. He loved living dangerously. He always had. Her heart had always been drawn to that. She herself was practical, calculating risks and making sure she stayed in a safe zone.
She wasnât safe anymore. She was wildly in love with Judah Callahan, and in four days she was marrying someone who was not the father of her children. Her babiesâ father was down there being congratulated, so far away from her they might as well be in different hemispheres.
Judahâs score shot him into second place, and Darla tried to breathe.
âMan, that was something!â Jonas said. âThat bull laid out all the tricks it knew to get Judah off.â
âHeâs got to be happy with that score,â Rafe said. âNow, if he can just keep it going.â
Darla closed her eyes, wishing sheâd never agreed to come.The nurse in her wished Judah had a safer calling; the practical side of her knew he was doing what he loved best.
Which was why she hadnât said a word to him about being a father.
âYouâll have to tell him sooner or later,â Sabrina said.
Darla stared at her. âTell him what?â she asked, hoping her secret was still safe.
âThat heâs going to be a dad,â her friend said.
âHey, Sabrina,â Fiona said from behind them. âIâm thinking about hiring you away from Bode. What would you say to that?â
They all turned to look at the older woman.
âIs that wise?â Sam asked. âNot that I donât approve, but wonât that get Bode on you all over again?â
Fiona shrugged. âIâm in the mood to annoy Bode.â
Burke said, âWe could really use the extra help. Thereâs been so many babies, and Fiona wants to spend all her time holding them.â
Darla felt her heart drop again. Her children would never be part of the love in the Callahan household. It was their rightful place. There were a lot of people at Rancho Diablo who would love the twins, if they knew about them. And she had no right keeping Judah in the dark.
Suddenly, Darla knew Sabrina was right. She had to find a way to tell Judahâbefore she said âI do.â
It wasnât going to be easy, and he probably wouldnât believe her. But her children deserved an honest start in lifeâno secret-baby surprises. Her gaze found Judah in the arenaâthough she should have been looking at her rodeo physician fiancéâand it seemed Judah glanced her way before he disappeared.
Iâll tell him tonight.
I T WASNâT J UDAHâS POLICY to make love to a woman the night before a big ride. He had two more rides tomorrow. He wassitting on a big score tonightâsecond place was sitting pretty. It left him room to chase, but he wasnât the target. Second was great.
Therefore, lovemaking was the last thing on his mind.
Well, not the last thing. Every time he glanced up at Darla in the stands, looking like a hot dream, he had to fight his mind to focus.
He wasnât planning on making love.
But when she came to him and asked him if he had five minutes to talk to herâaloneâa devil jumped to life inside him. âMy roomâs across the street.â
She stared at him, her cheeks pink. Oh, he knew her fiancé was here. Heâd spoken to the good doc at least five times tonight. He didnât hold a grudge against the man.
If he held a grudge against anyone, Judah thought, it was this woman. Sheâd snared his heart, then trashed it. He didnât feel bad about reminding her that sheâd once been behind a locked door with him.
âI canât go to your room.â Darlaâs face was pale.
âThen talk here.â He crossed his arms. âIâm listening.â
âI canât talk to you here,â she said, glancing around. âIsnât there someplace we can talk privately?â
Judah shrugged and