and more
of them slaves to be irreversibly,
totally different from, they were.
Then others were not, then were,
or were not, but gradually became,
leaving only, for a time, black
and yellow to be not.
Then there were other words
for those who were still or newly
(see immigrant , Arab ) somehow not
the same and therefore not.
Thus history leaves us nothing
but not: like children playing at being
something, we made, we keep
making our whiteness up.
from Harvard Review
KWAME DAWES
Death
First your dog dies and you pray
for the Holy Spirit to raise the inept
lump in the sack, but Jesusâ name
is no magic charm; sunsets and the
flies are gathering. That is how faith
dies. By dawn you know death;
the way it arrives and then grows
silent. Death wins. So you walk
out to the tangle of thorny weeds behind
the barn; and you coax a black
cat to your fingers. You let it lick
milk and spit from your hand before
you squeeze its neck until it messes
itself, its claws tearing your skin,
its eyes growing into saucers.
A dead cat is light as a live
one and not stiff, not yet. You
grab its tail and fling it as
far as you can. The crows find
it first; by then the stench
of the hog pens hides the canker
of death. Now you know the power
of death, that you have it,
that you can take life in a second
and wake the same the next day.
This is why you canât fear death.
You have seen the broken neck
of a man in a well, you know who
pushed him over the lip of the well,
tumbling down; you know all about
blood on the ground. You know that
a dead dog is a dead cat is a dead
man. Now you look a white man
in the face, talk to him about
cotton prices and the cost of land,
laugh your wide open mouthed laugh
in his face, and he knows one thing
about you: that you know the power
of death, and you will die as easily
as live. This is how a man seizes
what he wants, how a man
turns the world over in dreams,
eats a solid meal and waits
for death to come like nothing,
like the open sky, like light
at early morning; like a man
in red pinstriped trousers, a black
top hat, a yellow scarf
and a kerchief dipped in eau
de cologne to cut through
the stench coming from his mouth.
from The American Poetry Review
CONNIE DEANOVICH
Divestiture
Hereâs your mistake back
you never made it
hereâs the cushion
reshaping the couch
your shadow slips under the threshold
you never crossed it
private paradise
is just another storm splitting in space
the sheets you never crumpled
fold up again
the words you spoke
were never spoken
when I walk into the library
Iâm not thinking of you
when my heart drains like sand from a shoe
Iâm not thinking of you
something was having trouble ending
think of energyâs mutations not of you
yesterday I devirginized
my own story
stuck my fingers in and out of my own future
until I broke its promise
today Iâm not thinking of you
but of a souvenir tossed on the compost
a smelly time unpetalling
blackening rain and garbage
from New American Writing
TIMOTHY DONNELLY
Apologies from the Ground Up
The staircase hasnât changed much through the centuries
Iâd notice it, my own two eyes now breaking down the larger
vertical distance into many smaller distances Iâll conquer
almost absently; the riser, the tread, the measure of it long
hammered into the body the way itâs always been, even back
in the day when the builders of the tower Nimrod wanted
rising up into the heavens laid the first of the sunbaked bricks
down and rose. Here we are again, I say, but where exactly
nobody knows, that nowhere in particular humming between
one phoneme and a next, pulse jagged as airless Manhattan-
bound expresses on which Iâve worried years that my cohort
of passengersâ fat inner monologues might manage to lurch
up into audibility at once, a general rupture from the keeping
of thoughts to