there byherself. âIt must drive you mad, not being able to get it just the way you remember it.â He kept pace beside her. His midnight-blue tunic brought out the golden hues in his skin.
âI was just fooling around,â she said. âI canât be the best at
everything
, you know. It wouldnât be fair to the rest of you, would it?â Down the hall, someone had started a merry tune on the instruments in the gaming room.
Sam chewed on his lip. âWhy didnât you trail Doneval after the theater? Donât you have only four days left?â She wasnât surprised he knew; her missions werenât usually
that
secret.
She paused, still itching to hear the music once more. âSome things are more important than death.â
Samâs eyes flickered. âI know.â
She tried not to squirm as he refused to drop her stare. She knew his words implied something, though she didnât know what. âWhy are you helping Lysandra?â She didnât know why she asked it.
Sam frowned. âSheâs not all that bad, you know. When sheâs away from other people, sheâs ⦠better. Donât bite off my head for saying it, but even though you taunt her about it, she didnât choose this path for herselfâjust like us.â He shook his head. âShe just wants your attentionâand acknowledgment of her existence.â
She clenched her jaw. Of course heâd spent plenty of time alone with Lysandra. And of course heâd find her sympathetic. âI donât particularly care
what
she wants. You still havenât answered my question.
Why
are you helping her?â
He shrugged. âBecause Arobynn told me to. And since I have no desire to have my face beaten to a pulp again, Iâm not going to question him.â
âHeâhe hurt you that badly, too?â
Sam let out a low laugh, but didnât reply until after a servant bustled past, carrying a tray full of wine bottles. They were probably better off talking in a room where theyâd be less likely to be overheard, but the idea of being utterly alone with him made her pulse pound.
âI was unconscious for a day, and dozed on and off for three more after that,â Sam said.
Celaena hissed a violent curse.
âHe sent you to the Red Desert,â Sam went on, his words soft and low. âBut
my
punishment was having to watch him beat you that night.â
âWhy?â Another question she didnât mean to ask.
He closed the distance between them, standing near enough now that she could see the fine gold thread detailing on his tunic. âAfter what we went through in Skullâs Bay, you should know the answer.â
She didnât
want
to know the answer, now that she thought about it. âAre you going to make a Bid for Lysandra?â
Sam burst out laughing. âBid? Celaena, I donât have any money. And the money that I
do
have is going toward paying back Arobynn. Even if I
wanted
toââ
â
Do
you want to?â
He gave her a lazy grin. âWhy do you want to know?â
âBecause Iâm curious whether Arobynnâs beating damaged your brain, thatâs why.â
âAfraid she and I had a summer romance?â That insufferable grin was still there.
She could have raked her nails down his face. Instead, she picked another weapon. âI hope you did.
I
certainly enjoyed myself this summer.â
The smile faded at that. âWhat do you mean?â
She brushed an invisible fleck of dust off her red gown. âLetâs just say that the son of the Mute Master was
far
more welcoming than the other Silent Assassins.â It wasnât quite a lie. Ilias
had
tried to kiss her, and she
had
basked in his attention, but she hadnât wanted to start anything between them.
Samâs face paled. Her words had struck home, but it wasnât as satisfying as she thought it would be. Instead, the mere fact