of Rossiniâs overture from La Gazza Ladra was playing. Pleasantly surprised, Hilary smiled to herself. Sean had changed back the station, just the way heâd said he would.
She wandered into the kitchen and reached for the phone, dialing her motherâs number. She owed her an apology. After the call, she felt vastly improved, and returned to the bathroom, intending to brush her teeth.
âOh, sorry.â Seanâs voice came from behind her when sheâd finished. âI didnât know you were in here.â
âMorning,â she said, smiling up at him. Apparently heâd been working on his car, because his hands were covered with grease.
âDonât give me that disgusted look,â he chastised with a knowing grin. âIâll clean the sink when Iâm finished,â he added, scooting past her. The opening between the sink and the door was narrow, and as they edged past one another, her breasts met the solid muscles of his torso. They both hesitated, and Hilaryâs startled gaze slowly rose to Seanâs. He seemed to be holding his breath.
âThat was nice what you did,â he said, his voice barely above a whisper.
âWhat?â
âApologize to your mother.â
Hilary lowered her eyes.
âI didnât mean to listen in, but the kitchen window was open. I bet it meant a lot to her to have you call.â
Hilary shrugged.
By tacit agreement they moved away from each other. âIâ¦I have to get ready for work.â Her voice was shaky as she slid past him.
* * *
Hours later, standing in the music store, the scene from the morning with Sean drifted into Hilaryâs mind. They had stood there in the bathroom, their upper bodies pressed against each other, and conversed as if unaware of what was happening. Her breasts had more than brushed his torso. Theyâd hardened to a painful tightness and heâd seen that. He couldnât have avoided noticing.
Hilary didnât know what Sean would think. Perhaps he was accustomed to living with women. Heâd probably had several lovers over the years. The thought tightened the muscles of her abdomen.
A second wave of confusion washed over her, this one more forceful than the first. They were both trying so hard to make their arrangement work, to find ways to be cordial to one another instead of creating conflict. Only now, another conflict was developing. A sensual one.
Although theyâd never discussed it, never set the ground rules for anything physical between them, it was understood nothing could or would happen. Theyâd crossed the line that morning.
Theyâd touched each other. Her breasts had met his chest, his thigh had brushed hers, and the heat of that light contact burned her skin still. Even now she could feel it, as clearly as if it were happening all over again.
Hilary dragged in a deep breath and prayed Mr. Murphy wasnât paying any attention to her.
Something else was happening to her, something just as puzzling and unexplainable. Hilary felt inexplicably possessive of Sean. It made no senseâfor all she knew he could be dating ten other women. She had no right to feel these things toward him. None. Not only was it illogical, it could lead to all sorts of problems later.
She guessed theyâd bonded, in a manner of speaking. People couldnât live together and not have it affect them one way or another. This was something neither of them had even thought to consider.
* * *
Sean was at the apartment when she arrived home. An instant rush of pleasure was marred by the memory of their last encounter.
âHi,â she greeted him carefully as she came in the door, almost afraid.
Her roommate was standing in front of the stove, a dish towel tucked into the waistband of his pants. He was holding a wooden spoon to his mouth, sampling his efforts. When he saw her, he smiled and kissed his fingertips in an expression of culinary
1796-1874 Agnes Strickland, 1794-1875 Elizabeth Strickland, Rosalie Kaufman