front of your friends,â she said, feeling guilty about the way sheâd stormed at him.
Sean shrugged. âDonât worry about it.â
âIâm tired and out of sorts,â she admitted. With him and with her mother, too. âI shouldnât have said the things I did.â
Sean turned around, holding two empty beer bottles in his hands. âDid I just hear you right? Did you actually admit you might have been wrong?â A smile quivering at the edges of his mouth gave him away. Once more, Hilary felt herself responding to his grin.
âHow about a cup of coffee before you go to bed?â Sean asked.
âMake that a cup of chocolate with miniature marshmallows and youâve got yourself a deal.â
âHot chocolate?â
âI was teasing,â she said, feeling lighter than she had since arriving home. âActually, a cup of tea sounds perfect.â She brewed a pot and carried it into the living room. They sat across from one another, awkward with the situation. Neither seemed inclined to speak.
Sean was sprawled across the sofa, his arms stretched out, a beer bottle dangling from his right hand. He balanced his ankle on his knee.
Hilary sat in the overstuffed chair, her back straight, knees together, holding the cup and saucer in both hands. The teapot and cozy rested on the coffee table between them.
He grinned and looked away.
âIs something wrong?â Hilary wanted to know. She certainly hadnât done or said anything amusing.
âNo, itâs just thatâ¦hell, youâve got pretty legs, why donât you cross them?â
Hilary could feel the heat permeating her cheeks. She shifted positions and tucked her feet beneath her.
âThatâs better,â he said, then smiled and took a swig of beer. When heâd finished, he leaned forward and set the bottle next to the ceramic teapot. âI got the job.â
âOh, Sean, congratulations.â Hilary was genuinely pleased for him. His get-together with his buddies had probably been a celebration of sorts.
âYour friends seemâ¦nice,â Hilary said as means of starting a conversation.
Sean nodded. âI met Joe, Craig and Dave in Saudi. Theyâre good men.â
âYou were deployed in the Middle East?â
A sigh expanded his chest. âYou could say that.â
âDo you mind talking about it? Both Mom and I were intrigued with reports of the war. We sat by the television all hours of the day and night.â
For the next hour Sean fascinated her with stories of his role in the Special Forces, of harrowing escapes, of his other adventures in the military. Hilary asked him several questions, enthralled by the life heâd led. He didnât mention much about his childhood, just enough for her to surmise it hadnât been all that happy. He talked briefly about his mother and her absence in his life. Hilary told him about losing her father and how it had drastically changed her and her motherâs lives. Usually she found it difficult to carry on a lengthy conversation with a man, but that wasnât the case with Sean. He was easy to talk to, interesting and fun. She didnât know why she hadnât realized it earlier.
Sean intrigued her. She wouldnât have called him handsome, not even rugged looking. But there was something strongly appealing about him. His integrity, his decency, his willingness to make the best of an uncomfortable situation. Perhaps this wasnât going to be such an intolerable situation after all.
* * *
Hilary slept until late the following morning, not stirring until a quarter after ten. Since she didnât start work until early afternoon on Wednesdays, she wasnât in any rush to get out of bed. She didnât hear Sean and assumed that heâd left the apartment.
She paused outside the bathroom door. Curious, she wandered in and turned on the radio. To her surprise the soft, melodic strains
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